10:06 pm
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Noticed how irregular I am with the posting these days??
Haha =) I'm about to leave the house to go meet someone so I thought I'd update first before I go.
Today has been a pretty fucked up day.. mainly because I couldn't stand my parents anymore. I would like to point directly to my mother who seems to want everything done her fucking way.
Its good enough that I shut up and listen.. but does she do the same for me, one word.. NO!
Like what the hell sia, I did my very best and what more do you want for me? Seriously, if she said I didn't bother to do anything, I wouldn't have done so in the first place. Take a look around.. which other 19 year old daughter would be doing this? I could have taken THAT time.. to go out with friends.. watch a movie, go shopping. But instead, I committ myself to taking care of this UN-APPRECIATIVE family. What the fuck!
I tell myself that there's two more months to go and that's it! I'm done.. I'm focusing on myself for a change. I appreciate that they're working to support me and all, I know.. I get the drift.
What pisses me the most is saying that I din do NOTHING at all.. and that i'm useless in some way or another. My mother should seriously learn to LISTEN instead of bragging about what she wants out of me.
Well, after that extremely heated argument, I just took my keys, iPOD and phone and walked out of the house while they had their dinner. Came back almost 2 hours later.. cause I decided to change and meet someone. Gonna send Aunty Gerry to the airport later at the wee hours of the morning.. see whether i'll be up then or not. haha =)
Okay.. I'm off now. And i'm still fucking upset. I wanna punch someone in the face..
Haha =) I'm about to leave the house to go meet someone so I thought I'd update first before I go.
Today has been a pretty fucked up day.. mainly because I couldn't stand my parents anymore. I would like to point directly to my mother who seems to want everything done her fucking way.
Its good enough that I shut up and listen.. but does she do the same for me, one word.. NO!
Like what the hell sia, I did my very best and what more do you want for me? Seriously, if she said I didn't bother to do anything, I wouldn't have done so in the first place. Take a look around.. which other 19 year old daughter would be doing this? I could have taken THAT time.. to go out with friends.. watch a movie, go shopping. But instead, I committ myself to taking care of this UN-APPRECIATIVE family. What the fuck!
I tell myself that there's two more months to go and that's it! I'm done.. I'm focusing on myself for a change. I appreciate that they're working to support me and all, I know.. I get the drift.
What pisses me the most is saying that I din do NOTHING at all.. and that i'm useless in some way or another. My mother should seriously learn to LISTEN instead of bragging about what she wants out of me.
Well, after that extremely heated argument, I just took my keys, iPOD and phone and walked out of the house while they had their dinner. Came back almost 2 hours later.. cause I decided to change and meet someone. Gonna send Aunty Gerry to the airport later at the wee hours of the morning.. see whether i'll be up then or not. haha =)
Okay.. I'm off now. And i'm still fucking upset. I wanna punch someone in the face..
