11:21 pm
Monday, June 30, 2008
Watching 'Kungfu Panda' now.. since its taking ETERNITY for the movie to load, thought I might post an update before I forget.

So we're back to Monday and the last day of the month to be exact. Tomorrow's freakin JULY man.. how time flies! Then it got me thinking of how little time I have left in Singapore before I make my way to Korea in TWO MONTHS. Seriously now, I'm freaking out! Every night when I lie down, I start thinking about so many things that can happen when i'm there all alone. Jesus.. its' driving me NUTS! Somebody help me..

Anyway, alone at home as usual. Got up so damn early thanks to JACKIEE. I got up just to see if mom went to work or not, then she caught me standing outside her door. My intentions of heading back to bed were un-fulfilled so I was made to make breakfast for my dear mother. Once she left home for work, I ran straight into my bed and slept for another hour.. hahaha=) cheeky me.

Watched a couple of Episodes from "Taste Sweet Love" some K-drama. And one or two movies online.. then it was off to do some house cleaning towards the evening. Vacuumed and mopped the floors of the entire house.. not easy but used to it. This is a form of exercise to me. haha
Cooked and prepared dinner after that. I find that cooking can be some sort of a hobby for me now. Experimenting new dishes and all.. I should have been a chef!

Members of my family came home just in time for dinner. Thank goodness everyone's satisfied with my cooking. =)
Here's my theory.. "You don't like the food i cook, get lost from the table and grab ur own things to eat. There are thousands or maybe Millions of other people in the world who are dying of hunger. Now don't be fussy and just eat what u have on the table!"

I am sooo gonna say those exact words to my kids in the future. haha =)
Well, back to Kung-Fu Panda now..
Ja nae! ( ^ o ^ )
11:17 pm
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Go get my frapp..


Seriously.. nothing makes me more relaxed and satisfied than spending my lovely Sunday, sitting down at Starbucks, having a 'Grande' Coffee-Frappachino while watching people do the weirdest things. Haha.. i don't know what I'd do without Starbucks!

Went for 11am mass today, of course.. Kiefer was with us the whole time. After that.. the whole family including my Godma, drove over to Marine Parade for lunch at the coffee shop. Had this extremely 'shiok' bowl of laksa. Walked over to Parkway, mom went off to work while the remaining four of us continued walking around. Accompanied Godma to do her last minute shopping before she returns to the States in 2 weeks.. and she bought hell alot of things!

Dad drove her back to Pasir Ris, came home and left the house again with his computer PC cause it was giving so much problems. Followed dad to Challenger to send the CPU for service.. came outside of Eastpoint to Starbucks to grab a seat since it was SOOOOOOOO packed. Then Mariah came a while later but we had to go elsewhere cause she needed a powerpoint for her laptop. We settled at LJS..helped her abit on her incomplete assignment that was due tomorrow!

Rushed back home again with Jackiee, quickly prepared dinner for those two bums..Watched NARNIA while eating. One of my favourite movies by the way. haha =)
Managed to help complete the first point to her essay.. i hope its relevant? haha =)
Currently watching some Korean variety show called, 2 Days 1 Night.. fucking hilarious!

well i'm off now, more tomorrow.
11:30 pm
Saturday, June 28, 2008
She's grown so much! Looks exactly like her mom.. =)

Okay people, this is the plan.. WE ATTACK!

Parents.. Dad looks creepy. haha =)

Two cousins and their niece.

Amelia: Hi mom.. yes, i'm taking a picture now..can u hold on?




A great day i must say?!
Kinda woke up late this morning but that doesn't matter. Obviously its a Saturday so dad din go to work, mom took the day off so "woopee!" for her -____- . The two love birds went to the market in the morning to buy some stuff for today's scrumptious dinner. I guess Dad invited his brother and sister, along with their families since he din get to see them for "Oh!So long.."

Spent the afternoon sorting out stuff in my room.Old and useless things throw it, the others keep it in a tidy position. Well you know me, mostly everything's useless now so its considered TRASH to me. haha =)
Cleaned up the place in my room. Honestly, its so bloody difficult to maintain the living condition of my room, especially when you're sharing it with your very untidy sister.Today is all clean and tidy, give it a week and everything is turns topsy-turvy and we're back to square one. Seriously, I dunno how VAN does it.She shares her room with two sisters.. I'm amazed!

Anyway, after all that cleaning.. quickly got ready, left the house to go meet Mariah and Van. Oh, and Jackiee came along as well. Took a cab to Pasir Ris E-hub with Mariah and Jackiee. Later met Van at the bus stop. Explored the new place for abit. My comments??
B-O-R-I-N-G.. so far, I saw nothing but restaurant after restaurant and playgrounds for kids. The only good thing was that there was a Theater! That was it.. haha =)
Had dinner at Pasta Mania, met Reina and company. Hung out for a while at Macs before taking the cab back home with Jackiee and Tracy.

Came home, cousins and niece running around..happy to see us. Ate again but not too much, still stuffed with pasta. Chilled out with the family, watching LOTR II. They left at 10pm and here I am!! I'm getting sleepy now so i'll retire. More updates tomorrow!


GOODY NIGHTY..
11:42 pm
Friday, June 27, 2008
TGIF.. NOT!
The term, 'TGIF' (Thank God Its Friday..) seriously does not apply to me. Haha..
I was so gonna get ready to leave the damn house this afternoon when I received this disturbing phone call that involves my sister. But I shan't release the details for fear that she will make a bloody HOO-HA out of it when she reads this, which I KNOW she will.

Anyway, I was up till the wee hours of the morning since last night. Despite the fact that I was having unimaginable pain round the waist area and below, haha.. I couldn't sleep a wink last night. Watched two movies online before heading to bed, which was about 5 plus? Then got up at around 1 plus in the afternoon? Yeap, I'm terribble. haha Cleaned up the house before bumming infront of the computer. Then I got that phone call, which led me to calling my mom to see when she'll return home. Unfortunately, instead of heading out to meet the girls, I'm being ORDERED to stay at home and cook for the family. How nice.. -__-

And to make matters worse, I sliced my skin off from my middle finger while cutting the veges.. WOW. Thank goodness my finger itself is still intact. haha =)
Had dinner with the family.. FOR ONCE, dad was satisfied with my cooking.. guess i'm reaching his standard level of food.

I'm off to watch another movie now.. Teen flicks.
Till tomorrow, GOOOD BYEEE!
11:52 pm
Thursday, June 26, 2008
How boring can this day get man?? I'm seriously about to DIE here..
I'm currently having terrible cramps.. TOTM if you want to know. I can hardly move my body cause it aches! Which is weird cause I don't remember doing anything vigorous?
Hahaha.. sounds wrong but whatever, think what you damn well pleased. See? I'm having mood swings now..

Well anyway, went out in the afternoon. Came home straight after driving cause the pain was killing me! Slacked infront of the com for a while before Jackiee returned home from school. So basically spent the rest of the day in bed, wondering when this unbearable pain will ever go away. Mom made the feeling worse when she came home all cranky. HEllO? I'm the one that's suppose to be cranky and moody.. your time over man.

Din really eat much during dinner. Din have the appetite as well as having a bloated tummy. NOT a good feeling really. Sat down with mom and dad after that, more discussions on that overseas trip. I've got all the documents needed to make the VISA..damn, feeling all sorts of nonsense now. One minute excited, then scared like shit. Why can't I just go with the flow??

SIGH..
11:34 pm
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Shake it..
Shake It - Metro Station


Let's drop!
Yeah, come on

I'll take you home, If you don't leave me at the front door
(Leave me at the front door)
Your body's cold but girl, we're gettin' so warm
And I was thinking of ways
That I could get inside
(Get inside)

Tonight you're falling in love
Let me go now
This feeling's tearing me up
Here we go now

Now if she does it like this, will you do it like that?
Now if she touches like this, will you touch her like that?
Now if she moves like this, will you move her like that?
Come on, shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it

Shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it (x4)

Your lips tremble but your eyes are in a straight stare
(In a straight stare)
We're on the bed but your clothes are laying right there
And I was thinking of places that I could hide
(I could hide)

Tonight you're falling in love
Let me go now
This feeling's tearing me up
Here we go now

Now if she does it like this, will you do it like that?
Now if she touches like this, will you touch her like that?
Now if she moves like this, will you move her like that?
Come on, shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it

Shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it (x4)

I saw you dancing and I couldn't get you off my mind..
I could tell that you could tell that I was taking my time.
But I was thinking of ways
To get you to stay tonight
Body's shaking
Tell me off so I can turn off the lights

Now if she does it like this, will you do it like that?
Now if she touches like this, will you touch her like that?
Now if she moves like this, will you move her like that?
Come on, shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it

Shake, shake
Shake, shake, shake it (x4)



I'm liking another song now.. can't get enough of it. haha =)

Well anyway, dad din go to work today which got me surprised cause he usually gives us advance notification. Instead of staying at home to rest ( cause he's sick..) he decided to send mom to work in the morning. Oh and at the same time, he had to run errands.

I din want to interrupt the man with his work when he got back, so I thought i'd head down to Changi Hospital since I din have much to do at home. Do some of my own errands.. Got my prescription from the doc, then made my way down to the pharmacy to collect my medication. That took so bloody long! Seems like there were only senior citizens there.. that could be the reason. haha

Walked to Eastpoint, went to the bank and all to do some updates. Send dad's jacket to the dry-cleaners. Then chilled out Starbucks, while doing some computer work on my lappy. Jackiee decided to have lunch with me so I waited for her at LJS..bla bla bla, ate and all. Then I spotted my godma, my cousin and her daughter. We hung out for a few hours at Starbucks again before they left for CGH.

Took the bus back with Jackiee..no one at home when we got back. Waited for mom and dad to return home. After so long.. dad cooked dinner instead of me.. and it feels GREAT! haha =)

I'm gonna get my VISA done on Friday.. like Finally!
Haha.. that wasn't necessary but wadeva..

FAREWELL..

9:24 pm
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Spent my entire Monday and half of my Tuesday watching what??...
WALT DISNEY's Classics. .yeap! From Snow White to Cinderella to Sleeping Beauty.. Oh! Then there's Lion King 1 & 2, not forgetting MULAN 1 & 2.. oh yes, DUMBO! And the list goes on..

Gosh.. just remembering the good old days made me so happy then. No problems to brood about, no need to rush on planning for the future. Just be as CAREFREE as i want. Damn it.. it'd be nice to go back in time and just STAY THERE and be a KID all over again.
Whatever, no point blabbering about it.. haha =)

MOVING ON..

Anyway, it rained so heavily this evening.. Like out of the blue?? It would have been nicer if it rained all night, that way, sleep will be so much SHIOK! But what the hell, looks like it stopped already. haha =)

Well, that's pretty much about it. That was my day.. BORING! haha =)
Tomorrow's gonna be a pretty long one.. Two hospitals to go to, just to collect medicine. Then probably go for a few interviews in the east area?? Not sure yet. If not, I might hang out at Starbucks ALONE just to chill.. haha! Works for me! Rather than I spend my time, rotting at home like a loser.

Done now.. goodnight!
11:44 pm
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Alaina and her Momma..

Sweet Cake..

My cousin, her husband and Kids..



HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY..ALAINA!

Damn.. it seems it was just yesterday, this bouncy toddler was born. Now she's got long legs like no other baby. Hahahah.. that cracks me up all the time. Hope to share more lovely memories with you in the years to come, little one!
GOD-MA LOVES YOU!


Other than this happy occasion, i'm down with the sore throat and the common flu. Jesus.. its getting worse by the minute. Mom told me to go see the doc tomorrow but I told her i didn't want to. I'll just use Jackiee's untouched medication. Same illness anyway, and she's not using it so why not? Killing two birds with one stone.. Save money and getting rid of the medicine.

Went for mass in the afternoon. Jac was too tired to go cause she din sleep the whole night. So it was just me and my parents. Then drove to Geylang for a good lunch.. haven been there for a month now. Mom needed to collect a huge bag of rice from her shop so we decided to drive to Parkway. At the same time, bought some groceries to last us a few weeks i think? Haha =)
Came home.. found Jackiee still sleeping. Chilled out before having dinner.

Just sent an e-mail to my cousin in Korea. haha =) That cute boy..
Right, I just took my medication so i think i'm gonna go off and rest now.
CHAO!
10:59 pm
Saturday, June 21, 2008

COUSINS!!


Happy 17th Birthday
Darren!!
I love you!! =) Have an awesome year ahead of you.. study hard and stay healthy ya?

I haven got much to say about today but more on yesterday.. hehe =)
So anyway, yesterday.. went for an interview at Raffles City Plaza with Jackiee and Dominique. Went through it for more than an hour, talking to the manager who happens to be a Korean! Basically, that place sells Yogurt Ice-cream made in Korea.. And I tell you, it taste heavenly. Extremely good!
After the interview, walked around the mall for abit before Nique left to meet her friends.

Jackiee and I continued walking around, trying to think of what to get for the Birthday Boy. Finally decided on getting him that Picture frame thing from 'Prints'. We even took a last minute photo of us and then printing it at the Photo Shop. Wrote some touching, loving words next to it.
Took the train to Pasir Ris.. coincidentally met Andrea on bus 12 at the interchange. Got off near Darren's place.. he patiently waited for us at the bus stop. Aww..

Came over his place. Whole family was there aunties, uncles,cousins, cousin's cousins, my nieces and nephew..
Uncle Mel cooked up a strom for dinner. Spagetthi and Tacos. Simply good! So makan and all.. Bla bla bla.. Watched a couple of DVDs. Played with the kids then Drea left cause she had work the next day. I came back before 12am while Jackiee went over to Nique's for a sleepover.

Was dead tired when I got back..
Today was no different. Except for dad who just returned from CHINA!! hahaha =) so happy to see him. Got himself a NEW laptop.. i'm thinking of taking it since it looks totally awesome. Nothing fancy lah, another LENOVO notebook.

So i guess i'm done now. Throat hurts.. i gotta a feeling i'm gonna be sick soon. Must be that lady whom I sat next to, on the train yesterday. Damn..
11:30 pm
Thursday, June 19, 2008





'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' MOTHER..

This is by far the most TEDIOUS thing i've ever done for my mother but it was all worth it.
Since she's pretty upset that Dad won't be home for her birthday, me and jackiee decided to surprise her with a scrumptious dinner with decorations all over the house and a home-made birthday cake.

The day started by my mom's constant whinning.. just because she can't sleep, she insists that the rest of us should get up early as well.

At exactly 12.30pm, we left the house. Reached Eastpoint, had lunch at KOBAYASHI first before doing our food shopping.
Came home with the stuff. Immediately started on cooking the Korean Traditional 'Birthday' Soup.. its a must have dish! Mom didn't think I was gonna cook it.. but she was so happy that I did. =)

Then proceeded with the Suji Cake.. came out alright BUT something terrible happened which I shall not mention here. haha =)

Jackiee did her part as well.. she made her signature dish, POTATO SALAD and then we both cooked the roast chicken. Thought we were gonna screw the whole thing, but it came out nice and juicy. WELL DONE! haha .. Decorated the dinning room abit before mom came back home from work. As expected, she was surprised. Definitely saw a smile on her face. =)

Had dinner.. damn shiok! Then came her birthday cake.. blew out the candles. Yay.. -__-
She's 47 years old. Not too young, not too old either. haha =) Opened her presents that we got her.. Basically she's happy lah.. It would be even nicer if DAD could JOIN us.. but work is work so too bad!

Darren's Birthday party tomorrow..Nah lah.. just a small family gathering. But still excited cause I din get to see my little cousins for over a month now.

Off i go then..
11:52 pm
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
I seriously thought I wasn't gonna blog today since I didn't do so last night. Damn lazy sia..
Anyway, went for driving yesterday.. don't think i'll be able to complete it till AFTER i return from Korea which is a waste..but what to do?

Aside from that, that was my day.
TODAY.. I burned my arm again. I swear, if I ever kena this again.. I'm officially QUITTING this stupid job of cooking and then cleaning for everyone. Seriously man, now it looks like a Percentage mark ' % '.. Damn ugly man.

Got up pretty late this morning..well, more like afternoon. Cleaned the house abit before checking my e-mails. Soon after, Jackiee got up at 3pm.. still looking Zoned-out. Got dressed and ready to leave the house. Took the bus to Tampines Interchange. Had to re-new my PDL license at the Post Office.. took eternity man! Then walked over to TM.. bought mom's birthday gift. Walked everywhere, thinking of what to get her..until I finally decided on getting her some cosmetic creams for her aging skin.

Came home after buying some groceries from NTUC. Rushed back to cook dinner.. but then mom told me she'll be home a little late. What the hell.. -___- Finished cooking and then she tells me this.

Driving again tomorrow.. Sian.
Goodnight!
11:24 pm
Monday, June 16, 2008
Got burned..
Monday again.. * Sigh.. What's new? NOTHING.
Was online this whole afternoon, checking out some available jobs that I can apply for when I touch down at Korea. Quite alot actually? But this will only take place months after I settle down with school and all. haha =)

Okay so the worse thing happened today. I've got a HUGE, LONG burnt mark on my right arm.. it looks like i've been whipped by a really thin piece of cane but NO, I got burned by a hot, frying pan while cooking dinner today. Fuck it.. I hope it heals soon! And that's not all man, while cooking Fried Chicken, the hot oil splattered all over my arm causing it to have small red spots.. But its not as bad as that LONG 'Scar'.

Got a special mail delivery from the mail man today.. Received my admission letter and other documents from YONSEI university. FINALLY!! Once dad gets back from China, he can accompany me to the Korean Embassy and get my VISA done. Its gonna be pretty busy for the next few weeks.

Oh and I just remembered! Got driving to complete too.. sian.
Taa-taa!!
12:58 am


HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to all the Daddys, Uncles, Grandpa, God-fathers.. and whoever i've missed out !


Doesn't my dad look so 'Suave' in this picture??[ He's right in the middle, between the Red tie and Purple tie..] haha =)

He told me that it was their "Christening" of his new Ship.. named after a river in Germany, I can't remember the name of the ship. Its such a BIG deal to him.. haha =)

Anyway.. its too bad that he's not celebrating Father's Day with us. Well, at least I took the heart to call him in the morning to wish him.. and if that's not enough, I also sent him an e-card in the afternoon. Things i couldn't really say it to him on the phone, I typed everything down in the card. As i was writing it, it got me thinking.. "I feel like i'm the LUCKIEST girl to have a dad like him." Which is true okay?? We may have our ups and downs.. isn't that natural?

I totally missed mass today! Was suppose to meet Andrea in the afternoon to go to church together. But i fucking woke up late? haha =) Then I told myself that i'll go for the sunset mass, and guess wad? Slipped my mind.. I"m evil..

Mom came home early, she thinks me and Jackiee went for mass in the morning. Okay, I'll leave her to think that way.. if that makes her happy. =)



11:43 pm
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Gorgeous!




I can't believe I din realize how HOT Dennis Oh is..
Yalah Mariah.. I'm sure you're gonna comment something about this.. haha =)

Anywho.. Saturday has arrived again and I din do much.. People came over at my place then left in the evening. Mom went to work in the afternoon, and Jackiee.. well she was sleeping till after 3pm then left home to meet her friends.

Cooked dinner for mom.. waited till both of them came back. FINITO.
Gonna watch K-Drama now.. JA NAE!
11:24 pm
Friday, June 13, 2008
Firday the 13th..
It's FRIDAY the 13th!!
I don't know what that really means, but whatever. haha =)

So i was out the whole afternoon today. Spent some time with my dear cousin and her daughter, Alicia. Met them on the train to Bugis after which we took a cab to K.K Hospital to visit my Godmother who came out of surgery yesterday. Thank God she's well and recovering. Hung out at her ward for a few hours, during that time.. auntie Sweety and aunty Teezy came by. Soon after them was Auntie Jackie and her husband. Caught up with her since I din get to see her for so bloody long!

Wanted to head back to TM to meet Andrea but decided not to cause I felt that I needed to spend some time with my cousin. True enough, while we were having our early dinner at Fish & Co. she poured out her problems like as if it was water. Poor girl.. she's got issues that no one else can help her with. But of course, as her cousin.. I'll try my very best to attend to her needs.

Took the train back to Simei. Came home to find mom watching telly ALONE. So I gave her dinner to eat even if she already ate. haha =) Then came online...

DONE! CHAO internet users..
12:03 am
Hi hi all!
First of all.. can I say that someone UN-EXPECTING called me last night? Really.. i din think he'll call since we sorta lost contact for more than 2 months! Haha =)

Anyway, that's beside the point. Did I mention that the weather's been so HOT today? And I stupidly decided to go out to do some groceries. Walked all the way to Eastpoint.. bought stuff from NTUC. Pulled a total of 20kg worth of food in a trolley, all the way home under the scorching SUN!
And thus, resulted me to getting a SUN TAN. My skin is red now.. damn it!

Haha =) Made dinner but the those two din return home till AFTER dinner time. Bloody hell.. work so hard to concoct a special meal but no one came to eat it. -___- This is damn sad.
Watched the whole series of 'Jewel In The Palace'. I love that K drama.. can't get enough of it!

Alright.. more updates tomorrow. CHAO!
11:48 pm
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
RUNNING AWAY
Running Away - Midnight Hour

Don't lie and say that it's okay
It's alright if there's nothing more to say

So I'm running away, I'm leaving this place
Yeah... I'm running away, I'm running away

Don't tell me I'm the one to blame
It's too late for you to make me stay. No, I won't stay

So I'm running away, I'm leaving this place,
Yeah... I'm running away, I'm running away

And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place
And farther than you can find me, I'm leaving, yeah... I'm leaving today

I, I'll never let you find me, I'm leaving you behind with the past and No I won't look back
And I don't want to hear your reasons, don't want to hear you tell me why I should stay
Try, try to understand me, try to understand what I say when I say I can't stay
I, I'm moving on from this place, leaving and I won't wait, I'm running away

I'm running away, I'm leaving this place,
Yeah...I'm running away, I'm running away



God.. I'm LOVING this song man!
Its got so much meaning and emotion in it, can't help but listen to it more than once.

Haven't been able to update these past few days cause I just didn't get the chance to? Was busy with other important stuff. Haha =)
Its been raining these few days too! Weird, weather is suppose to be fucking hot but it rained non-stop for a whole day..

Dad's still in China. Should return in a few days or so. Oh then there's my God-ma whose scheduled for Surgery tomorrow morning. I pray for her safety as well as her recovery.. Shall visit her on Friday just to make her happy. =)

Well that's it now. Night!

12:21 am
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Confirmed..
Great news!!
Got the confirmation letter today from the University at Korea. I'M LEAVING! Its finally happening.. I still can't believe it but whatever, I'M GOING! I feel like its a new chapter in my life that I'm about to face.

I was sitting down in the living room on my own and then it got me thinking..
"Cat, since you've been given this opportunity..PROMISE yourself that you do this properly. YOUR LIFE DEPENDS on it man..!"
Got many things to do now.. starting with medical checkups! Gotta make an appointment soon.

Didn't do much today.. just cooked dinner and that was it. haha =)
Tomorrow's a Tuesday.. Anticipating it.
Goodnight now!
12:33 am
Monday, June 09, 2008
Sunday.. Another week has ended! The days are passing too bloody fast and its a little scary if u ask me. Was a little hesitant to whether I should attend church this afternoon or not but in the end I did.. UNLIKE SOME PEOPLE! hehe.. Went for mass with Tash and Mieko.. Asked God for forgiveness for the wrong things i've done. Hopefully, he'll seek to my requests..

After that, crossed the road to meet Jackiee, Tracy and Nique, hung out and had lunch. The rest left, took a cab with Tracy, dropped me off at N2, walked back home. Found mom still getting ready to go to work.. a couple of minutes later, she left.

Went online to do a little research on something. Well at least I got the information and know that i'm not dying. haha.. what? I'm just taking precautionary measures??
Had sandwiches for dinner then waited for the other two to return home from their respective places.

Hmm.. wonder when daddy's coming back?? COME HOME DAD!
Night everyone..
1:45 am
Sunday, June 08, 2008
My body was too sore to move so I din wanna head out. Stayed at home with Jackiee in the afternoon, till it was time for her to leave and head out with her bunch of lunatic friends. Mom was at work, earning her bacon. Therefore I'm stuck at home, cleaning the house and cooking dinner for mom. God.. how long do I have to tolerate this??

Just to make matters worse, I went through a pretty Fucked up day today... well done Cat -__-

A piece of advice for my dear readers and whosoever is looking here, NEVER think you can handle more than 2 groups of friends ( especially when they hate each other..)
If you think you're strong enough to handle it, then by all means, go ahead. If not, you either make a decision or combine the two into one. I thought I could handle it over the years..but now, its getting out of hand.

I feel like a whole different person since I left high school. I'm more 'on my own' now.. Yes, selfish at times but still care for people. Help them whenever they need it.
I never liked ASKING people to listen and TELLING them about my problems.. When its a severe problem, some people can see it, some don't. But I don't expect them to help me or anything.. because in the end, its MY PROBLEM.

I don't like to interrupt people with their daily activities like school and other stuff. I like to put someone else's interest first then mine..that's me and I can't help it! I have this concept of.. "Let's talk about you first and then talk about me later.." If there's one thing i hate, its people who constantly complain, nag, whine.. ( I'm not reffering to anyone)

If someone has a problem with me, please do not hesitate to confront me. And when I mean confront, I mean through the phone so that i can hear you, or face-to-face so I can see and hear you. By doing that, i can try to understand more on how you're feeling instead of guessing it when we "argue" or talk through the MSN or whatever. Like seriously? A few words and some people can tell how i'm feeling? Wow.. amazing.

I HATE IT when i have to go through this.. some times when this happens, I seriously don't want to talk to the person. My thinking was, "go fuck yourself.. I don't want to start this with you, I'm fucking tired." But then I couldn't do that cause I just can't? I can't runaway from the situation and leave it hanging there. Where will it lead to? A huge GAP in our relationship.
I agree.. friends are important. If there's one thing i would like to say to that person, is that I DIDN'T DO THIS INTENTIONALLY. Its just who I am now and you gotta except it. And if i did something that totally hurt your feelings then I'M SORRY..

I don't where this is gonna lead us.. but whatever. I'll do whatever it takes to make sure this relationship is still intact.. its a promise.

Now, I fucking need a drink. GOODNIGHT!
12:07 am
Saturday, June 07, 2008
my own seoul garden..
Hey hey hey.. awesome day I must say! But I'm feeling the achy-ness all over my body and I know tomorrow's gonna get worse. Haha

So I woke up early today..only to get dressed and head to Eastpoint; NTUC to buy some groceries for today's lunch. Came back after 45 minutes, quickly got started on cooking the Kimchi soup and other dishes. Main menu, TABLE BBQ!
Mariah and Gwen scared 'the living shit' out of me by sneaking into the house, without me realizing it. Then Van came soon after..
Had a wonderful lunch..chilled after that, watching movies and all that.

Decided to head out with the girls for a game of badminton. Its been a freakin long time since I last played that sport.. all of them din wanna head home yet so we played Ping-pong at the games room. Funny moments.. haha =) Send them off to the bus stop..came home to accompany mom. Jackiee went to some GALA Birthday party.. having a ball as always. Sheesh*

Okay.. I'm gonna pop some paracetamol and head to bed. Goodnight!
10:14 pm
Thursday, June 05, 2008
I've been staying at home since Sunday.. its kinda driving me insane?! And even if i wanted to, I got no one to call out. Mariah, Van and Gwen are schooling again, which leaves Angelia..but she's working i think? Then Andrea, Felly and Wes are schooling as well..
Jesus, gotta start looking through the papers again to find a job. At this rate, any job is perfectly fine for me.

Stayed at home with Jackiee, till she left at 3pm to meet her friends. I just 'slacked' at home.. doing what i do best.. HOUSEWORK. After which, mom came home..half cranky and all.
Cooked dinner for her then chilled out. I feel good after a nice shower.. I FEEL FRESH! haha =) Hopefully, the girls can come by for lunch tomorrow. But I'm suppose to be on a STRICT diet.. i've been doing that since Monday.. cutting down on portions, less rice and all that. Whatever.. we'll see how it goes tomorrow.

I'm gone!
11:33 pm
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Its been raining the whole afternoon today.. which led me to being so sleepy! Spent the whole day sending out Resumes to different companies. I realized that I need to make some money for my trip to Korea.. can't always depend on the parents right?

Did some research online, regarding tips on studying Overseas. Doesn't help much but i got a rough understanding about it. haha =)
Still waiting for that damn confirmation letter.. as usual, nervous as ever. Once I receive the letter, there will be a million things to do after that. *Sigh

I hope mom's right.. I have to do this, if not..that's it. I'm as good as dead.
Night everyone!
10:31 pm
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
SATS.. ur gonna get it!
I don't want to be TOO open about this but, SATS ( Singapore Airport Terminal Services) is seriously FULL OF SHIT! There.. I said it! haha =)

I clearly remembered that I went for the Job interview at around early March and they confidently told me that I got the job.. all I had to do was wait for a week or two for the details on when and where I should start my training. I went through medical check-ups one of which I had to pay $20 cause they needed more of my blood.. I ended waiting for more than 8 weeks and just as I was to give up on them, they send me a freakin letter today.. stating that my application was unsuccessful. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK?!

You guys fucking told me that I got the job.. even shook my hand while congratulating me. Waited endlessly for their call but to no avail. Thought maybe they had forgot about me or something so I took the liberty to call the number that was printed on the contract. This the irritating part.. every time I call using all different numbers, they still won't pick up the phone. What's the use of putting a number there in the first place? What's the use of saying.. "Should there be any inquiries, please call 6xxx-xxxx.. "

Bloody fuck-tards.. I'm so gonna put this in the newspapers since it came out before.. IT'S PAY BACK TIME!

Other than that. Today was good..didn't do much, but good. Off I go then!
11:26 pm
Monday, June 02, 2008
Welcome to the month of jUne!
Its a Monday again.. a brand new week to anticipate. -__- Woopee.. Oh and I just realized that the month of June is here! Its gonna be a busy month man..

13 days to Father's Day..
14 days to Mandy's Birthday..
17 days to Mom's Birthday..
19 days to Darren's Birthday..
21 days to Alaina's 1st Birthday..

Anyway, Mom has officially returned to work after 2 weeks break..she's started on another job elsewhere, doing the same thing i suppose. So basically, Life returns to its usual self for me.
Slept in pretty late this morning..at around 6am i think? Was talking to Mariah online cause she couldn't get to bed and the worse part is that she has school later that morning?!?!

Got up at 1 in the afternoon. Quickly went to do the laundry.. made lunch and then bummed infront of the com for a while. Returned to doing the house-work, cleaning and all that.. while Jackiee does nothing but making her Potato Salad? Came back online for an hour then went into the kitchen to cook dinner. Hectic I tell you.. haha =) Mom came home soon after.. She's impressed that I managed to keep the house clean, without having to tell me to do it.

Dad called to say that he'll be flying back soon. I hope he gets me the thing I asked for..
Well anyway, I'm off now.. gonna watch some movies online. Good bye!
12:59 am
My back is giving me problems again.. bloody hell! Seriously, I think I gotta lose some weight. Mom's complaining that I should do something active and I agree with her.
SO, I've just completed in making a little time-table for myself. Starting tomorrow onwards, I'm gonna at least do 30 mins of working out. Be it YOGA, SWIMMING, JOGGING.. WHATEVER.
Haha.. =)

Well aside from that, went to church in the afternoon with mom and Jackiee. I was surprised that mass ended pretty quickly? I don't know lah, that's what it felt. Walked over to Century Square for lunch after that.. walked around some more, thinking of what to get for Baby Adam. In the end, mom and I settled on getting baby's milk formula and JUNK FOOD for the girls. Like that already, 60 freakin bucks! Madness..

Took the bus to Mandy's place. Visited her, my Godma and the little ones.. God, they're so ADORABLE! Unfortunately, no pictures were taken. Sorry!
Hung out for a couple of hours before heading back to Simei. Mom wanted to have hair cut before she starts work again, tomorrow so we went to Eastpoint. 'Ta-paued' dinner and came back home.. Started having headaches after that.. SIAN MAN!


More updates tomorrow..
BOO YA!