12:35 am
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Definitely, Maybe
Just came back from TM. Feeling a little down and confused.. still not sure about what i want in life. Russell says i look like i'm depressed.. haha =)
Anyway, was home in the afternoon, doing what I do best..cleaning the house and then committ myself to the internet. Cooked dinner before i left the house to go meet Russ. My mistake for being late. Haha =) Then went to watch "Definitely, Maybe" at the theatres. Was okaly lah.. I wouldn't say that its a rated, 5 star movie. I find the lead guy, Ryan sth.. quite hot! hehe..
Bought macs for myself cause I din have dinner and then took the bus home.
On the way back.. Russ was giving me advice about not giving up and all. Like seriously, I'm in no mood to hear all that. But then again, it was thoughtful of him. FULL STOP! haha..
Came home to find Jackiee studying so hard for tomorrow's paper. Hope all goes well for her..
Tired now, lots to think about.. goodnight!
P.s I'm sorry for changing my URL again. Its meant for only a few people to view. haha =)
Anyway, was home in the afternoon, doing what I do best..cleaning the house and then committ myself to the internet. Cooked dinner before i left the house to go meet Russ. My mistake for being late. Haha =) Then went to watch "Definitely, Maybe" at the theatres. Was okaly lah.. I wouldn't say that its a rated, 5 star movie. I find the lead guy, Ryan sth.. quite hot! hehe..
Bought macs for myself cause I din have dinner and then took the bus home.
On the way back.. Russ was giving me advice about not giving up and all. Like seriously, I'm in no mood to hear all that. But then again, it was thoughtful of him. FULL STOP! haha..
Came home to find Jackiee studying so hard for tomorrow's paper. Hope all goes well for her..
Tired now, lots to think about.. goodnight!
P.s I'm sorry for changing my URL again. Its meant for only a few people to view. haha =)
11:32 pm
Monday, April 28, 2008
Another day of being ALONE at home.. this is really sad. There's no one to accompany me..
Jackiee has officially started on her Mid-term exams so I assume she'll be busy these two weeks.. then there's mom and dad who are committed to their jobs so no point talking about them.
Dad says that in order to get allowance, we have to do our part with the house chores. And i'm not saying this for myself, but this goes for my sister as well. But hello?! Whose been doing all the housework these past few months man? Pfft! And I get nothing in the end.. wad the hell.
I cut my finger while cooking dinner just now. Haha =) Is that something to be proud off? YES!
It hurts like fuck now and it was bleeding like non-stop just now.. But i'm alright, I'll live. haha
I wanna say something to mom and dad about me studying again. But its gonna piss them off, the moment I reveal it to them. I'm a little hesitant but I can't keep it in me for long.. honestly, I'm SCARED! haha.. In this kind of situation, I'd normally prepare myself by writing a really long letter to them, telling my mom and dad about what I wish to do and all that. Difficult!! I've no confidence man..
I need advice.. Where's Mariah and Van?!! They'll tell me what to do.. at least they would? Right? RIGHT?!
Die lah.. I'll go ponder on my thoughts now. Nighto!
Jackiee has officially started on her Mid-term exams so I assume she'll be busy these two weeks.. then there's mom and dad who are committed to their jobs so no point talking about them.
Dad says that in order to get allowance, we have to do our part with the house chores. And i'm not saying this for myself, but this goes for my sister as well. But hello?! Whose been doing all the housework these past few months man? Pfft! And I get nothing in the end.. wad the hell.
I cut my finger while cooking dinner just now. Haha =) Is that something to be proud off? YES!
It hurts like fuck now and it was bleeding like non-stop just now.. But i'm alright, I'll live. haha
I wanna say something to mom and dad about me studying again. But its gonna piss them off, the moment I reveal it to them. I'm a little hesitant but I can't keep it in me for long.. honestly, I'm SCARED! haha.. In this kind of situation, I'd normally prepare myself by writing a really long letter to them, telling my mom and dad about what I wish to do and all that. Difficult!! I've no confidence man..
I need advice.. Where's Mariah and Van?!! They'll tell me what to do.. at least they would? Right? RIGHT?!
Die lah.. I'll go ponder on my thoughts now. Nighto!
12:09 am
Lady- President..
I think I wanna be like Michelle Batchalet. Dunno who that is? This would be a great opportunity to look her up through the internet. That's what its for in the first place right??
Anyway, was out the whole day today. Morning, went to church with the family..and I mean the ENTIRE NONIS family. Dad's brother and sister were there.. along with my cousins of course. Initially, we wanted to have lunch together after mass but dad's car was going through some technical glitches so we came home instead. Had RAMEN at home, nothing beats better than a HOME-COOKED meal even if its instant noodles. haha
Then went out again with Jackiee to meet Darren and Kevin on the train to City Hall. Made our way to Suntec Convention Centre where they were having a Career Fair. Before that, met Mariah so that we could go together. And hour or so, walking around most of the booths there. Applied for a couple of jobs in different industries then had to leave cause I had to meet the others. Said bye bye to Mariah and then made my way to the Atrium.
Had something to eat before making that LONG walk, Jackiee initiated. -___- Finally got on the bus 12 at Bugis. That long ride home really made me sleepy but I couldn't make myself to shut my eyes..instead, the other 3 went K.O. Terrible.. haha =)
I just realised that my dad can't cook RICE for nuts! ahaha.. how he managed through Army, I really don't know. Can't do this and that, how to survive man?! Tsk tsk..
Anyway, was out the whole day today. Morning, went to church with the family..and I mean the ENTIRE NONIS family. Dad's brother and sister were there.. along with my cousins of course. Initially, we wanted to have lunch together after mass but dad's car was going through some technical glitches so we came home instead. Had RAMEN at home, nothing beats better than a HOME-COOKED meal even if its instant noodles. haha
Then went out again with Jackiee to meet Darren and Kevin on the train to City Hall. Made our way to Suntec Convention Centre where they were having a Career Fair. Before that, met Mariah so that we could go together. And hour or so, walking around most of the booths there. Applied for a couple of jobs in different industries then had to leave cause I had to meet the others. Said bye bye to Mariah and then made my way to the Atrium.
Had something to eat before making that LONG walk, Jackiee initiated. -___- Finally got on the bus 12 at Bugis. That long ride home really made me sleepy but I couldn't make myself to shut my eyes..instead, the other 3 went K.O. Terrible.. haha =)
I just realised that my dad can't cook RICE for nuts! ahaha.. how he managed through Army, I really don't know. Can't do this and that, how to survive man?! Tsk tsk..
10:54 pm
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Hi..
Its a Saturday. Like duh? Haha.. I was looking through the net and blog hopping at the same time, and I got this urge to have a tattoo done. Ya, everyone's thinking.. Sure or not? Actually, its just a random thought. I told mom about it just now and her response??
"If you ever do it, even if its a small one, YOU GET OUT OF MY HOUSE." Okay..?
Anyway, was at home the whole afternooon. Mom was working morning shift and Jackiee went for her tuition lessons.. so you can imagine how awkward it is when i'm alone with my dad. Haha =) Did a little bit of cleaning around the house, then dad made some sandwiches for lunch. Delicious.. After which, he left the house to go see some buyers at our old place. Came back again at 4 to pick me up and then made our way to Kallang, Leisure Park to pick mom up.
Was thinking of having dinner outside but tarnished the thought cause it was still early. Picked Jackiee up from Siglap then made our way to Eastpoint. Accompanied my sister to get her hair trimmed and took more than 30 minutes. Walked home after buying ourselves bubble tea.
I don't know why.. but is getting a tattoo so 'teruk'? Its a form of art man.. just that its not drawn on a piece of paper, but on SKIN. Whatever, i'll just wait till i'm 21. By then, I can do whatever I want.. haha =)
Till tomorrow, CHAO!
Its a Saturday. Like duh? Haha.. I was looking through the net and blog hopping at the same time, and I got this urge to have a tattoo done. Ya, everyone's thinking.. Sure or not? Actually, its just a random thought. I told mom about it just now and her response??
"If you ever do it, even if its a small one, YOU GET OUT OF MY HOUSE." Okay..?
Anyway, was at home the whole afternooon. Mom was working morning shift and Jackiee went for her tuition lessons.. so you can imagine how awkward it is when i'm alone with my dad. Haha =) Did a little bit of cleaning around the house, then dad made some sandwiches for lunch. Delicious.. After which, he left the house to go see some buyers at our old place. Came back again at 4 to pick me up and then made our way to Kallang, Leisure Park to pick mom up.
Was thinking of having dinner outside but tarnished the thought cause it was still early. Picked Jackiee up from Siglap then made our way to Eastpoint. Accompanied my sister to get her hair trimmed and took more than 30 minutes. Walked home after buying ourselves bubble tea.
I don't know why.. but is getting a tattoo so 'teruk'? Its a form of art man.. just that its not drawn on a piece of paper, but on SKIN. Whatever, i'll just wait till i'm 21. By then, I can do whatever I want.. haha =)
Till tomorrow, CHAO!
10:20 pm
Friday, April 25, 2008
I wish I had an older brother..
Sometimes i wonder why didn't GOD give my parents a Boy instead of a girl??
I got this weird thinking that boys can behave so much better than girls in some way or another. Okay, maybe i've been watching too many shows online like Gossip Girl, K-dramas & T-dramas. All of them, in the series, show how much the older brother loves their younger sisters. Take responsibility for them, come to their aid when she needs it! Like so adorable?! NOW I WANT AN OLDER BROTHER!
UNFORTUNATELY, I have to suffer with this little twit for the next 60-70 years of my life. I say something to her and she either gets pissed about it or respond to me in a way that i myself get pissed. So much for praying to GOD for a change in her. Pfft!
I seriously need the years to go by very fast.. so that she can be more matured and less LAME. Someone ought to teach that mean girl a good lesson. You know what? I blame this on my parents, especially my mom! Giver her so many chances and she abuses it?
And that mouth of hers! If she continues doing that, i'm gonna teach her whose the boss, the TRADITION way.. I'm so gonna grab a few chilli padis and 'rabak' the thing into her big, foul mouth! See whether she dare talk back to people.. SAA-GA-JI!
Anyway, was home the whole day. I didn't wanna go out so i thought i'd relax at home..plus my tummy is seriously not in a comfortable position. Mom took the day off, so she decided to cook my favourite Korean dish. SOON DAE! yum yum.. haven had that in a year already. haha =)
Then off she went to meet her friends for lunch at town, leaving me at home. Bummed around and even took a nap!
Soon that jack-ass came home. Bla bla bla.. did her own thing, then left the house for SOME PARTY but claims that she's studying. Ya right?! Which idiot goes and study with no resources?! Please lah.. come up with a better excuse next time? Its obvious that when u happen to carry a really small bag, you're not studying?? Dumb bird.. -__-
Someone talk some sense to this child.. I sorta give up! hahaa =)
I got this weird thinking that boys can behave so much better than girls in some way or another. Okay, maybe i've been watching too many shows online like Gossip Girl, K-dramas & T-dramas. All of them, in the series, show how much the older brother loves their younger sisters. Take responsibility for them, come to their aid when she needs it! Like so adorable?! NOW I WANT AN OLDER BROTHER!
UNFORTUNATELY, I have to suffer with this little twit for the next 60-70 years of my life. I say something to her and she either gets pissed about it or respond to me in a way that i myself get pissed. So much for praying to GOD for a change in her. Pfft!
I seriously need the years to go by very fast.. so that she can be more matured and less LAME. Someone ought to teach that mean girl a good lesson. You know what? I blame this on my parents, especially my mom! Giver her so many chances and she abuses it?
And that mouth of hers! If she continues doing that, i'm gonna teach her whose the boss, the TRADITION way.. I'm so gonna grab a few chilli padis and 'rabak' the thing into her big, foul mouth! See whether she dare talk back to people.. SAA-GA-JI!
Anyway, was home the whole day. I didn't wanna go out so i thought i'd relax at home..plus my tummy is seriously not in a comfortable position. Mom took the day off, so she decided to cook my favourite Korean dish. SOON DAE! yum yum.. haven had that in a year already. haha =)
Then off she went to meet her friends for lunch at town, leaving me at home. Bummed around and even took a nap!
Soon that jack-ass came home. Bla bla bla.. did her own thing, then left the house for SOME PARTY but claims that she's studying. Ya right?! Which idiot goes and study with no resources?! Please lah.. come up with a better excuse next time? Its obvious that when u happen to carry a really small bag, you're not studying?? Dumb bird.. -__-
Someone talk some sense to this child.. I sorta give up! hahaa =)
11:53 pm
Thursday, April 24, 2008
After this..
Yesterday I was feeling shiitty and all but then again, I think I knew the reason why.. Its a clear signal that TOTM is well on the way. Haha =) But seriously, I did feel like my world was gonna end. So to prevent all that, I was up all night..thinking of how to improve myself for the future..
First and foremost, I definitely have to get myself a decent job as soon as possible. Pay money to the people I owe aka Mom and dad. Then after a year or two and with the money i've saved, i'm gonna break it to my parents that I would want to continue my studies either here, in Singapore or La'Trobe Australia. Its up to them where they want me to study since they promised they'd pay half of it for me.. And with that, I'd commit myself to studying for another 3 years or more.
I told myself that I MUST make this happen! So that, is a rough plan.. haha =)
I don't have much to say except the things i mentioned above. I'm still opening my options on the "look for a job" part. Hopefully someone out there is willing to give me one, if they have a heart! Haha =)
Right I'm done now. CHAO!
First and foremost, I definitely have to get myself a decent job as soon as possible. Pay money to the people I owe aka Mom and dad. Then after a year or two and with the money i've saved, i'm gonna break it to my parents that I would want to continue my studies either here, in Singapore or La'Trobe Australia. Its up to them where they want me to study since they promised they'd pay half of it for me.. And with that, I'd commit myself to studying for another 3 years or more.
I told myself that I MUST make this happen! So that, is a rough plan.. haha =)
I don't have much to say except the things i mentioned above. I'm still opening my options on the "look for a job" part. Hopefully someone out there is willing to give me one, if they have a heart! Haha =)
Right I'm done now. CHAO!
12:09 am
SOS
I’m seriously going through what I call a, MINOR DEPRESSION PERIOD. Unfortunately, to some of you, it may not seem like it...Only because I’m being a hypocrite about it. But I’m telling you now, I MIGHT do some drastic to myself at this critical stage.
Isn’t that better? What’s the point in living when one suffers so much? Here I am, at a tender age of 19 and I’ve got like what? 60-70 years ahead of me? With more problems to anticipate and the worse part is going through all of them one by one.
- Regret that I didn’t study enough for O’levels.
- Regret that I should have re-sit for the exams again.
- Regret that I should have enrolled in Business Management instead of Tourism.
- Regret that I should taken mom and dad’s advice about studying overseas and be independent.
I don’t know but, I really feel like I HATE myself. I’m a lousy daughter towards my parents, an irresponsible role-model to my sister and a bitch towards my family and friends. A lot say that I’m strong and confident inside as well as the outside... How I wish I can tell you all that it’s SO not true. I’m a timid little freak with no dreams, no ambitions.
12:57 am
Monday, April 21, 2008
Sunday Afternoon..
Too many people are viewing my blog and I fear that some things that i mention here, might upset some people. Another reason would be that almost my entire FAMILY knows about this blog of mine. And with all these gossip and bitching about other people may lay me in "hot Soup" if you know what i mean..
Today wasn't that bad. Despite that "jerk", still showing that sickening attitude of hers! But we sorta talked about it and hooked up..so I hope she does what I ask of her.
Went for mass with the whole family, after sooo long! Oh and with Kiefer too.. Then he followed us around the whole after that. Went for lunch at Geylang..send mom to work after that. Came home, Kiefer went swimming while I sat there looking out for him,at the same time.. doing some studying.
A while later, my Godma who just flew in from the U.S came over with my cousin and her kids. Hung out for a while then brought my nieces out again for a swim. Its so bloody tiring to run after them.. came back, changed then went out to Uncle Mike's place for dinner. I'm happy that the adults in my family regard me as one of them now that i'm old enough to understand what they're going through. Haha.. TEENAGER NO MORE!
Picked mom up from work. Send Kiefer back home and then my Godma.. tired but not sleepy. Wierd?? I dont think so.. haha GOODNIGHT!
11:19 pm
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Family Affair..
Wah.. it totally sucks when one tries so hard to bring a family together. Thanks to this ONE PARTICULAR person, my day has been pretty fucked up. I'm writing this post to that inconsiderate b***h who never cease to give me a headache.
1. YOU always think you're right when its quite obvious that your in the wrong!
2. YOU think that at your age, you can do what ever you want..
3. YOU are FUCKING stubborn like hell!
4. YOU think by showing your "gangster" attitude..I'll be scared? HELL NO! I've encountered far worse experiences than this.
5. YOU have no idea how your parents and I feel when you do these kind of shitty things.
6. YOU have no self tolerance.Always tempted!
7. YOU are basically a sore in my eye. And its getting damn fucking annoying!
I can't wait till you turn 21 so you can actually GROW up the right way.. Your attitude just sucks at the moment.. Please learn to act your age and not some 35 year old lady with kazillion "imaginary" problems. And I suggest that you just focus on studying and nothing else since you said that you don't want to end up like me. Eh for your 411, by the looks of it..you might just end up like me but FAR WORSE. You're damn rude and self-centered! All you care about is yourself and your friends. You put your family's interest LAST in your list..
And you said that WE are ganging up on you?? HUH! Please lah.. you brought this upon yourself. We are only doing this so that you don't get on the wrong path.
Stop saying, "you all just don't understand.." For crying out loud, I've been there.. done that. But yours is taking too long to surpass that. And your reasons for everything are LAME and stupid. An 8 year old kid says that, not 16!
I keep praying to GOD that you'll get yourself an attitude, character and behaviour adjustment.. for a loooong time. But it seems that GOD isn't answering them. I'm desperate here, we ALL are.
1. YOU always think you're right when its quite obvious that your in the wrong!
2. YOU think that at your age, you can do what ever you want..
3. YOU are FUCKING stubborn like hell!
4. YOU think by showing your "gangster" attitude..I'll be scared? HELL NO! I've encountered far worse experiences than this.
5. YOU have no idea how your parents and I feel when you do these kind of shitty things.
6. YOU have no self tolerance.Always tempted!
7. YOU are basically a sore in my eye. And its getting damn fucking annoying!
I can't wait till you turn 21 so you can actually GROW up the right way.. Your attitude just sucks at the moment.. Please learn to act your age and not some 35 year old lady with kazillion "imaginary" problems. And I suggest that you just focus on studying and nothing else since you said that you don't want to end up like me. Eh for your 411, by the looks of it..you might just end up like me but FAR WORSE. You're damn rude and self-centered! All you care about is yourself and your friends. You put your family's interest LAST in your list..
And you said that WE are ganging up on you?? HUH! Please lah.. you brought this upon yourself. We are only doing this so that you don't get on the wrong path.
Stop saying, "you all just don't understand.." For crying out loud, I've been there.. done that. But yours is taking too long to surpass that. And your reasons for everything are LAME and stupid. An 8 year old kid says that, not 16!
I keep praying to GOD that you'll get yourself an attitude, character and behaviour adjustment.. for a loooong time. But it seems that GOD isn't answering them. I'm desperate here, we ALL are.
12:45 am
Late NIghts..
I made it home, just in time before mom and dad started nagging at how irresponsible I am with the time. Well you can’t blame me? Which 19 year old still has curfews till 11 at night, ON A FRIDAY?!? My God... Give me some grace man... Maybe till 12mdn? GOOD ENOUGH... Sheesh*
After that, roamed around town till I met up with Mariah and Gwen at Dhoby Ghaut. Went to MDIS to accompany Gwen with her school registration thingy... then we took the bus from town to Katong Area. Took the wrong turn somewhere, so both Mariah and Gwen had to take another bus.
I on the other hand, thought I was going to be late for another appointment with Drea and felly…so I “ditched” Mariah and Gwen, took the bus back to town. Crazy right?? Haha.
Met the other two at City Hall, grabbed something to eat at the Food court before walking to DXO. Oh and before that, Drea bought DONUTS for us! Haha... Hung out at DXO, bought me self a nice cold glass of TIGER… shiok! Then walked over to
12:53 am
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Time goes by.. so slowly.
It's been a real tiring day today.. spent the whole afternoon till late at night with Mariah and Gwen.
Before that, woke up early this morning cause I just couldn't get some shut eye when Jackiee's talking so much in her deep sleep. Accompanied mom to the nearby market for fresh ingredients..had an early "lunch" with her at some coffee shop and then walked back home. Helped mom cook while she was on the phone with somebody.. bummed around after that then got ready to meet Mariah.
LATE AS USUAL..
Met her on the train, then made our way to Takashimaya where we bought some stuff. Managed to use up the last $30 worth of vouchers. Bought Mariah some cute looking notebook, its my way of welcoming her back to studying.. haha since she's starting school in a couple of months. Of course I bought some things for myself.. duh??
Then took the train to Changi Airport, waited for Gwen and then met up with Victor who happens to be my Aunty's cousin.. Who knew?? Haha.
Then bla bla bla.. talked with him for a while, regarding the relevant jobs that suits me.
So now, all I gotta do is wait (AGAIN) for his call. C'mon man, this had better work..if not, i'll stab myself.
Hung out at the airport for a while before taking the bus back home. Everyone was already asleep when i walked into the house.. Haiyo. Oh well's..
Before that, woke up early this morning cause I just couldn't get some shut eye when Jackiee's talking so much in her deep sleep. Accompanied mom to the nearby market for fresh ingredients..had an early "lunch" with her at some coffee shop and then walked back home. Helped mom cook while she was on the phone with somebody.. bummed around after that then got ready to meet Mariah.
LATE AS USUAL..
Met her on the train, then made our way to Takashimaya where we bought some stuff. Managed to use up the last $30 worth of vouchers. Bought Mariah some cute looking notebook, its my way of welcoming her back to studying.. haha since she's starting school in a couple of months. Of course I bought some things for myself.. duh??
Then took the train to Changi Airport, waited for Gwen and then met up with Victor who happens to be my Aunty's cousin.. Who knew?? Haha.
Then bla bla bla.. talked with him for a while, regarding the relevant jobs that suits me.
So now, all I gotta do is wait (AGAIN) for his call. C'mon man, this had better work..if not, i'll stab myself.
Hung out at the airport for a while before taking the bus back home. Everyone was already asleep when i walked into the house.. Haiyo. Oh well's..
12:34 am
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
On a bed of roses..
Wow.. stomach hurts like crap! Driving me nuts..
Currently waiting for mom and dad to return home. Jackiee's already sleeping which is amazing cause she's never slept this early before.
Today, I wasn't really in the mood to do anything. When I woke up this morning, mom was doing things all over the place like an insane woman. Doing the laundry and at the same time, talking to her friend on the phone. Feeling guilty and all, took the liberty to make lunch for her, before she headed for work. Made some Korean noodles.. absolutely delicious! Did the remaining laundry that mom left.. Bummed around till 1pm. Took a quick shower and headed out for driving lessons at ubi.
My instructor changed his car into a more sophisticated, sportsy looking one. Nice.. haha =)
Came back home after that. Started raining like non-stop! Found Jackiee at home from school..quickly got down to cooking dinner for the family.
Menu for the day..
1. Korean "Dwen-jjang Chi-Gae"
2. Stir fried Bean Sprouts
3. Korean Side Dishes which includes, Kimchi, some sea-weed thing and fishcake.
Darren came by again to use the computer. Invited him to stay over for dinner.. we hung out till 11pm before his dad came to pick him up. In a couple of hours, Aunty from the states is flying into Singapore.. Can't wait to see her again after soo long!!
Right..then, Good night!
Currently waiting for mom and dad to return home. Jackiee's already sleeping which is amazing cause she's never slept this early before.
Today, I wasn't really in the mood to do anything. When I woke up this morning, mom was doing things all over the place like an insane woman. Doing the laundry and at the same time, talking to her friend on the phone. Feeling guilty and all, took the liberty to make lunch for her, before she headed for work. Made some Korean noodles.. absolutely delicious! Did the remaining laundry that mom left.. Bummed around till 1pm. Took a quick shower and headed out for driving lessons at ubi.
My instructor changed his car into a more sophisticated, sportsy looking one. Nice.. haha =)
Came back home after that. Started raining like non-stop! Found Jackiee at home from school..quickly got down to cooking dinner for the family.
Menu for the day..
1. Korean "Dwen-jjang Chi-Gae"
2. Stir fried Bean Sprouts
3. Korean Side Dishes which includes, Kimchi, some sea-weed thing and fishcake.
Darren came by again to use the computer. Invited him to stay over for dinner.. we hung out till 11pm before his dad came to pick him up. In a couple of hours, Aunty from the states is flying into Singapore.. Can't wait to see her again after soo long!!
Right..then, Good night!
11:26 pm
Monday, April 14, 2008
No Hesitation..
BOO YA!
Tired.. and feet hurts too. My stomach is making so many uncomfortable movements, seriously makes me want to throw up or even take a dump. GAWD.. What did mom put in the food that she makes? But it seems the rest of the family look alright? ahaha..
Anyway, woke pretty early today, but find myself being all alone at home. Mom and dad were at work, Jac's at school, doing what she does best. I started my day by ironing all the clothes that needed to be ironed.. and that alone took 2 hours?! Then did some cleaning here and there.. was suppose to meet Mariah at 2.30 but she kinda overslept so we pushed it to 3.30pm. Got dressed then left the house, waited for that girl at Tanah Merah interchange.
Made our way to Queenstown. Went through some application procedures then waited like FOREVER to just pay $21.40 for Mariah's registration fee. At the same time, managed to collect my cert from the office. A new addition to my FILE OF CERTIFICATES..haha. =) Thank God the rain stopped, just as we were leaving the place.
Took the train back, bought some stuff at Eastpoint and then walked home.
I've finally got myself an interview at the Airport. Something different but hopefully, can support the remaining early years of my adult life. Wish me luck people!!
JA NAE..
Tired.. and feet hurts too. My stomach is making so many uncomfortable movements, seriously makes me want to throw up or even take a dump. GAWD.. What did mom put in the food that she makes? But it seems the rest of the family look alright? ahaha..
Anyway, woke pretty early today, but find myself being all alone at home. Mom and dad were at work, Jac's at school, doing what she does best. I started my day by ironing all the clothes that needed to be ironed.. and that alone took 2 hours?! Then did some cleaning here and there.. was suppose to meet Mariah at 2.30 but she kinda overslept so we pushed it to 3.30pm. Got dressed then left the house, waited for that girl at Tanah Merah interchange.
Made our way to Queenstown. Went through some application procedures then waited like FOREVER to just pay $21.40 for Mariah's registration fee. At the same time, managed to collect my cert from the office. A new addition to my FILE OF CERTIFICATES..haha. =) Thank God the rain stopped, just as we were leaving the place.
Took the train back, bought some stuff at Eastpoint and then walked home.
I've finally got myself an interview at the Airport. Something different but hopefully, can support the remaining early years of my adult life. Wish me luck people!!
JA NAE..
11:55 pm
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Money makes the world go round.
Bad day.. well sort off.
Its so weird how parents think of their children. Like, they imagine themselves to be really BIONIC or for this case, telepathic. What I really want to know is, what in the hell makes them think that I do absolutely NOTHING is this house every single day?
True, I love watching TV..but not 24/7?? And these past few weeks, just what was I doing? Hell yea! I was cleaning the bloody house, becoming a part-time house maid! What the hell? I'm so pissed, so unreasonable.
Went out with Jackiee to the mama shop..bought ourselves ice-cream then just hung outside cause we din want to go home so soon. So we started pouring out our problems to each other. And I must say man, it feels so much better once you get it off your chest...
All I want now, this very moment, is to just get a fucking job and lead the life I want. Pay for my own things, buy the things i want. No more asking from mom and dad.. this will make both my live and my parents like, ALOT easier. No doubt in my mind..
Right.. I end now cause I'm tired. So.. CHAO!
Its so weird how parents think of their children. Like, they imagine themselves to be really BIONIC or for this case, telepathic. What I really want to know is, what in the hell makes them think that I do absolutely NOTHING is this house every single day?
True, I love watching TV..but not 24/7?? And these past few weeks, just what was I doing? Hell yea! I was cleaning the bloody house, becoming a part-time house maid! What the hell? I'm so pissed, so unreasonable.
Went out with Jackiee to the mama shop..bought ourselves ice-cream then just hung outside cause we din want to go home so soon. So we started pouring out our problems to each other. And I must say man, it feels so much better once you get it off your chest...
All I want now, this very moment, is to just get a fucking job and lead the life I want. Pay for my own things, buy the things i want. No more asking from mom and dad.. this will make both my live and my parents like, ALOT easier. No doubt in my mind..
Right.. I end now cause I'm tired. So.. CHAO!
11:10 pm
Saturday, April 12, 2008
C'mon C'mon!
Hi hi..
Forgot to update yesterday.. How typical of me right?? =)
Anyway, just came home from Marine Parade area. Went out with mom and dad, speaking of which, he just returned home from L.A , very early this morning. Had to stay up till 3am, so that I can open the door for him. Took me another hour to K.O completely after that.. honestly, its all because of Jackiee's phone. -__-
Got up at 9am, had something to eat. Jackiee went to Siglap for tuition and then claims that she'll be self-studying some more after that. Yea right!?
So I was left alone at home with mom and dad. Did some computer shit throughout the afternoon, skipped lunch cause there wasn't any food in the fridge. Then dad said we should head out to Parkway to spend the remaining $250 worth of ISETAN vouchers before it expires. So drove there, shopped around the place..managed to get myself a nice dress and some other stuff as well.
We were going to have dinner at HANABI Japanese Restaurant, down at Katong but FULL HOUSE. So dad told me that I should take a couple of my friends and try out the food there..if we have the time of course. haha =) So in the end, we ate simply at one of the nearby coffee shops.. SIAN.. but whatever, at that time, taste wasn't the problem..I was really hungry and needed something in my tummy ASAP. haha =)
Drove over to Eastpoint to get some other stuff and dad needed to make a new pair of glasses cause he happened to lose his previous one back at LAX. Tsk tsk.. Careless. Came home after that.. shagged.
Tell me, tell me, ttttt- tttt-ttttt.. tell me!
Forgot to update yesterday.. How typical of me right?? =)
Anyway, just came home from Marine Parade area. Went out with mom and dad, speaking of which, he just returned home from L.A , very early this morning. Had to stay up till 3am, so that I can open the door for him. Took me another hour to K.O completely after that.. honestly, its all because of Jackiee's phone. -__-
Got up at 9am, had something to eat. Jackiee went to Siglap for tuition and then claims that she'll be self-studying some more after that. Yea right!?
So I was left alone at home with mom and dad. Did some computer shit throughout the afternoon, skipped lunch cause there wasn't any food in the fridge. Then dad said we should head out to Parkway to spend the remaining $250 worth of ISETAN vouchers before it expires. So drove there, shopped around the place..managed to get myself a nice dress and some other stuff as well.
We were going to have dinner at HANABI Japanese Restaurant, down at Katong but FULL HOUSE. So dad told me that I should take a couple of my friends and try out the food there..if we have the time of course. haha =) So in the end, we ate simply at one of the nearby coffee shops.. SIAN.. but whatever, at that time, taste wasn't the problem..I was really hungry and needed something in my tummy ASAP. haha =)
Drove over to Eastpoint to get some other stuff and dad needed to make a new pair of glasses cause he happened to lose his previous one back at LAX. Tsk tsk.. Careless. Came home after that.. shagged.
Tell me, tell me, ttttt- tttt-ttttt.. tell me!
12:53 am
Friday, April 11, 2008
I'm a Computer Geek!
Hi all!
What a day.. I'm feeling so bummed out and I just want to head to bed after this. Oh, using dad's desktop now..it's been giving so much problems lately and mom wants me to FIX IT. HAH! Me? Of all people? Call the bloody computer-whiz lah.
However, I thought I'd give it a shot since I managed to fix my laptop problem previously.. And VOILA! My magic hands and great computer capabilities solved the problem. I'm a genius..
Thank you! Thank you!
I had another dream last night, much much worse than the day before. But I shan't brag about it cause it'll be a long one. Haha!
Anyway, I amazingly woke up at 1.30 in the afternoon. Crazy I know! I must have overslept again, forgetting to meet Van and Angelia. Wah.. I bet their pissed. RIGHT? Sorry lah, I seriously don't know what's happening to me. I sleep like 4-5 in the morning, then get up late. Too much.
So bummed around the house. Wanted to call Drea over but apparently she's not feeling well. My plans were cancelled as well and I thought I was gonna suffer another day at home and not going out at all. Thank God for mom.. she finished work early and wanted me to meet up with her in the evening. Met her at Eastpoint, bought some stuff here and there, "ta-pau" KFC for dinner and then walked home.
Helped mom made KIMCHI!! haha.. need to stock up cause I've not had Kimchi for a week already. Can't eat anything without Kimchi.. seriously. Which reminds me, I feel like having a nice bowl of RAMEN and Kimchi.. SHIOK balls! Nothing beats better than simple food. Agree?
Ok, I'm done updating. Leaving right...
NOW! Goodnight..
What a day.. I'm feeling so bummed out and I just want to head to bed after this. Oh, using dad's desktop now..it's been giving so much problems lately and mom wants me to FIX IT. HAH! Me? Of all people? Call the bloody computer-whiz lah.
However, I thought I'd give it a shot since I managed to fix my laptop problem previously.. And VOILA! My magic hands and great computer capabilities solved the problem. I'm a genius..
Thank you! Thank you!
I had another dream last night, much much worse than the day before. But I shan't brag about it cause it'll be a long one. Haha!
Anyway, I amazingly woke up at 1.30 in the afternoon. Crazy I know! I must have overslept again, forgetting to meet Van and Angelia. Wah.. I bet their pissed. RIGHT? Sorry lah, I seriously don't know what's happening to me. I sleep like 4-5 in the morning, then get up late. Too much.
So bummed around the house. Wanted to call Drea over but apparently she's not feeling well. My plans were cancelled as well and I thought I was gonna suffer another day at home and not going out at all. Thank God for mom.. she finished work early and wanted me to meet up with her in the evening. Met her at Eastpoint, bought some stuff here and there, "ta-pau" KFC for dinner and then walked home.
Helped mom made KIMCHI!! haha.. need to stock up cause I've not had Kimchi for a week already. Can't eat anything without Kimchi.. seriously. Which reminds me, I feel like having a nice bowl of RAMEN and Kimchi.. SHIOK balls! Nothing beats better than simple food. Agree?
Ok, I'm done updating. Leaving right...
NOW! Goodnight..
12:08 am
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Praise the Lord, alleluia! Thank you Jesus..=)
Had this damn virus in my laptop for the past few days, and since then, I tried so hard to get it off the computer. I thought all was LOST but after downloading a NEW anti-spyware thingy, from the looks of it, seems all the infected files have been cleared and VIRUS no more. Haha.. So happy!
I sorta had a weird dream last night? Guess who was it about? MARIAH.. of all the people I know off. I'm not saying it in a bad way, but I could have dreamed about some hot actor/celeb or something..hahaha!
Plus, I remember I was being chased by bunch of crooks who wanted me dead. -___-
Wow.. Been watching too many movies lately. Other than cleaning and guarding the house, that's what i've been doing. Haha =)
WORLD RECORD. Catherine Anne Nonis has stayed, cooped up at home during the past 4 freakin days!! And guess what? At this point, its driving her MAD!!
I'm glad I'm getting out of the house tomorrow morning.. Phew! Need to get some fresh air for my brain to stay in function. =) Lots of things to do tomorrow.. I'm all geared up and ready! haha.
Was talking to dad just now.. and we were talking SPANISH to each other. hahaha =) Funny shit..
The last time he told me he was coming back was this Friday.. NOT! Changed to Saturday.. bummer! Can't wait to see what he got me from CUBA..
Okay.. More updates tomorrow. Sleep tight everyone!
ADIOS!
Had this damn virus in my laptop for the past few days, and since then, I tried so hard to get it off the computer. I thought all was LOST but after downloading a NEW anti-spyware thingy, from the looks of it, seems all the infected files have been cleared and VIRUS no more. Haha.. So happy!
I sorta had a weird dream last night? Guess who was it about? MARIAH.. of all the people I know off. I'm not saying it in a bad way, but I could have dreamed about some hot actor/celeb or something..hahaha!
Plus, I remember I was being chased by bunch of crooks who wanted me dead. -___-
Wow.. Been watching too many movies lately. Other than cleaning and guarding the house, that's what i've been doing. Haha =)
WORLD RECORD. Catherine Anne Nonis has stayed, cooped up at home during the past 4 freakin days!! And guess what? At this point, its driving her MAD!!
I'm glad I'm getting out of the house tomorrow morning.. Phew! Need to get some fresh air for my brain to stay in function. =) Lots of things to do tomorrow.. I'm all geared up and ready! haha.
Was talking to dad just now.. and we were talking SPANISH to each other. hahaha =) Funny shit..
The last time he told me he was coming back was this Friday.. NOT! Changed to Saturday.. bummer! Can't wait to see what he got me from CUBA..
Okay.. More updates tomorrow. Sleep tight everyone!
ADIOS!
11:48 pm
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Wait a minute..
Man.. I need to seriously get out of the house. I felt like an idiot for over-sleeping this morning, thus canceling my appointment with Mariah and Mai. Was suppose to head out with them to Bugis to meet some lady who apparently, may be able to give us a job.
Oh well, we'll see what happens on Friday.
Anyway, Jackiee din go to school today. For a Lame excuse if u ask me, " Head pain.." Sheesh lah, when was I ever like that? A little bit of pain in the head also cannot turn up for school. Bloody useless. Sometimes I feel that mom is being so unfair towards me and my sister. But hell lah, I've long graduated already, I make my own decisions now.
Since I mom went to work today, I got stuck at home with that little idiot. CAN DIE MAN! Just leaving the two of us home alone can cause a bomb to just blow off! She's so bloody annoying I tell you.. and her mood swings, terrible and unpredictable. One minute she's all looney and kept bugging me and the next minute she's all fucked up and pissed about everything. Crazy girl.
Made dinner today.. with the help of Jackiee of course. Mandy called in the afternoon, saying she'll pop by our place to collect her crap. So I, being the Kiasu yet considerate cousin, thought I'd make extra so that she and her kids could have dinner with us too. Walau.. after all that hard work and not to mention, SWEAT from the blazing heat in the kitchen, last minute come and tell me not coming. Thanks ah?? Made my day man..
Mom came back and the 3 of us had dinner. Mom's says my cooking is definitely getting better and I totally agree! Hahaha.. Now all I have to do is to try making dinner for dad and see what he says. He's a difficult person to please especially when it comes to food.
Okay, my day has come to an end. CSI is currently on telly and i'm in no hesitation to go watch it now. So.. CHAO!
Oh well, we'll see what happens on Friday.
Anyway, Jackiee din go to school today. For a Lame excuse if u ask me, " Head pain.." Sheesh lah, when was I ever like that? A little bit of pain in the head also cannot turn up for school. Bloody useless. Sometimes I feel that mom is being so unfair towards me and my sister. But hell lah, I've long graduated already, I make my own decisions now.
Since I mom went to work today, I got stuck at home with that little idiot. CAN DIE MAN! Just leaving the two of us home alone can cause a bomb to just blow off! She's so bloody annoying I tell you.. and her mood swings, terrible and unpredictable. One minute she's all looney and kept bugging me and the next minute she's all fucked up and pissed about everything. Crazy girl.
Made dinner today.. with the help of Jackiee of course. Mandy called in the afternoon, saying she'll pop by our place to collect her crap. So I, being the Kiasu yet considerate cousin, thought I'd make extra so that she and her kids could have dinner with us too. Walau.. after all that hard work and not to mention, SWEAT from the blazing heat in the kitchen, last minute come and tell me not coming. Thanks ah?? Made my day man..
Mom came back and the 3 of us had dinner. Mom's says my cooking is definitely getting better and I totally agree! Hahaha.. Now all I have to do is to try making dinner for dad and see what he says. He's a difficult person to please especially when it comes to food.
Okay, my day has come to an end. CSI is currently on telly and i'm in no hesitation to go watch it now. So.. CHAO!
12:51 am
Kids..
Dear GOD!!.. you stabbed me in the stomach!
GOAL!!!Was going through my photo albums and I happen to come across this one. Looks pretty funny to me. Haha =)
I can't say much on what I did today. I'm guessing ya'll should know why? Haha..
Went through the papers today to see what jobs were available. Fuck man.. Like not one in sight? Its either they want Degree holders or must be able to speak Mandarin. Jesus.. bloody frustrating! So I thought, I'll continue my search again tomorrow morning.
Dad called home today. First thing I heard over the phone was his funny "american" accent which sounded so wrong on him? So I played a fool and responded him in damn Singapore style. With the "lah's" and "lor's" in it. Haha.. He claims that he'll be flying back this Friday, same day my uncle will be flying in too. Which reminds me, I've been asked by my uncle, to bake 500 pieces of Pineapple Tarts..famous among us, Eurasians. I'm being paid a nice lump sum so of course I'll be doing it. Haha =) Anyone care to assist me?! Money will be rationed out according to work cooperation.. hehe
So long.. Farewell
12:51 am
Monday, April 07, 2008
Don't Look at me..
I mean it when I say this, I've seriously lost track of the days/dates/time. Yeap! Everyday seems to be the same, without any drastic changes. Mondays feel like Saturdays, and Saturdays feel like Wednesdays.. * sigh. Just what the hell is happening to me?
My life has come to a point where I need a real good slap across the face and being yelled at "Wake up Catherine!! Get your lazy ass out of the house and do some soul-searching..".
Its been a week since I turned 19.. and I already feel so old! Haha.. Everyday I think, "God.. What do I do now?". I"m seriously having mix feelings about this and that, and its driving me NUTS! I'm getting envious over little things.. which is bloody unusual, cause I'm hardly like that?
Just the other day, was 'blog-hopping' here and there, came across an old friend's webbie. Damn.. she used to be so "quiet" in secondary school and now she's so bloody happy with her life? ( so she claims la..) She's in Australia now, obtaining a degree. She's got a sweet, loving boyfriend.. Although she wasn't that "independent" before, well she is now. She cooks her own meals, does the cleaning and washing in her apartment that she rents. All this ON HER OWN! Without her mom and dad. I mean, how cool is that man? Sure, she probably still gets allowance from her parents, but that's tuition fees only? She's got a part-time job to support herself. WOW..
I should have just told mom and dad to ship me off somewhere to further my studies. I don't care where, just out of this country. Like my friend, I too want to see the world, be on my own and yes, OBTAIN A FREAKIN DEGREE. I honestly feel that getting a FULL-TIME job at this time, doesn't really make me feel comfortable. I've got a whole lot more to learn if I want to do a good job at doing things. But...? Argh.. forget it.
I don't really know if i should break this piece of news to mom and dad. They'd probably freak out since they are 100% positively sure that I might flunk in it, if i do continue my studies.
Awww man.. I'm confused. I need a drink.. relax Cat..
I'll continue this another time. For now, I need to sit somewhere and do some drastic thinking.
11:20 pm
Saturday, April 05, 2008
Fear of this and that..
Ahhh.. currently home ALONE at this time of the night. Its almost 10.30pm and no one's back from where ever they're from. I'm sitting in the comfort of my room, having popcorn and a nice tall glass of Vodka-Mix. Absolutely relaxing..
Half my body is aching cause I was sitting up all night in the same position. I manage to memorize some parts of my notes..screw the others, too many graphs to handle.
I was suppose to meet Angelia this morning at 7, outside my place. And because of that, I set my alarm 630am. And guess what time I slept this morning? At freaking 4am?!! My goodness, I was seriously tired and I couldn't open my damn eyes. Thank GOD Angelia cancelled the meeting. Slept for another 2 hours then got up to get dressed.
Mom was in the kitchen, busy making Kimbap Rolls. Grabbed one on the way out.. Reached Queenstown, met Cheryl then made our way to the exam venue. Okay, this is where I shan't mention anything about the exam.. haha =)
After two hours, took the train back home. Had more kimbap for lunch then bummed around. Wanted to take a short nap but was too busy talking to dad online. At least he safely touched down at Panama.. no worries now.
So I heard from dad that my aunt's coming down from the States. Hmmm.. its been a while since I last saw her. Oh well's! I'm ecstatic to meet her again.. who doesn't? Haha..
Okay I end here now. There's nothing much to talk about anyway. Besides, I'm kinda distracted cause I'm watching K-Drama now. Damn it.. I'm at it again! CHAO!
Half my body is aching cause I was sitting up all night in the same position. I manage to memorize some parts of my notes..screw the others, too many graphs to handle.
I was suppose to meet Angelia this morning at 7, outside my place. And because of that, I set my alarm 630am. And guess what time I slept this morning? At freaking 4am?!! My goodness, I was seriously tired and I couldn't open my damn eyes. Thank GOD Angelia cancelled the meeting. Slept for another 2 hours then got up to get dressed.
Mom was in the kitchen, busy making Kimbap Rolls. Grabbed one on the way out.. Reached Queenstown, met Cheryl then made our way to the exam venue. Okay, this is where I shan't mention anything about the exam.. haha =)
After two hours, took the train back home. Had more kimbap for lunch then bummed around. Wanted to take a short nap but was too busy talking to dad online. At least he safely touched down at Panama.. no worries now.
So I heard from dad that my aunt's coming down from the States. Hmmm.. its been a while since I last saw her. Oh well's! I'm ecstatic to meet her again.. who doesn't? Haha..
Okay I end here now. There's nothing much to talk about anyway. Besides, I'm kinda distracted cause I'm watching K-Drama now. Damn it.. I'm at it again! CHAO!
11:29 pm
Friday, April 04, 2008
I hate econs.
Yes its true.. I find that Economics is one HELL of a subject to learn or rather study. I'm wrecking my brains here, trying to shove 5 'last minute' topics into my dense-less head. Damn.. if i don't make it this time, I'm doomed! I should have known earlier that Mudh had the exam notes, I could have more time to study but whatever, its too late. haha =)
So anyway, alone at home again. Was suppose to go out with the peeps but decided not to, so that I can do some revision. Darren came over to collect something..chilled out for a while before he left and made his way to ITE Simei for lessons. I, on the other hand, continued with my note taking. Most of the time was spent doing that. Sheesh! Then Jackiee came back, she looked like she was gonna collapsed from all that running. 2.4km run.. haha! I'm already passed that. She's got another 2 years man.. good luck sister!
Mom called to say that we're having dinner outside. So we met her at her at Eastpoint.. had dinner and all then made our way to the supermarket. Bought a whole trolley of things.. then took a cab back. Did a little more revision and here i am..
I'm as nervous as hell man. I think i should get back to what I suck at.. STUDYING. Chao!
So anyway, alone at home again. Was suppose to go out with the peeps but decided not to, so that I can do some revision. Darren came over to collect something..chilled out for a while before he left and made his way to ITE Simei for lessons. I, on the other hand, continued with my note taking. Most of the time was spent doing that. Sheesh! Then Jackiee came back, she looked like she was gonna collapsed from all that running. 2.4km run.. haha! I'm already passed that. She's got another 2 years man.. good luck sister!
Mom called to say that we're having dinner outside. So we met her at her at Eastpoint.. had dinner and all then made our way to the supermarket. Bought a whole trolley of things.. then took a cab back. Did a little more revision and here i am..
I'm as nervous as hell man. I think i should get back to what I suck at.. STUDYING. Chao!
11:38 pm
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Devour..
I'm so fucking tired.. my back and legs are hurting me to the max. I feel for a nice cup of pepper-mint ice cream but unfortunately, I don't have any. Mom's off from work today. Thought she'd stay home to rest but nooo.. she made me get up at 10am. Bummed around the house for an hour before getting dressed and then leaving the house with her. Since I din have lunch and mom ate all the rice back home, she bought me something to eat at the KOPITIAM. Walked over to POSB bank to transfer some money here and there.. sian. This will be the first and last time i'm ever gonna borrow money again..
Then walked over to Tampines St.11 ( old place..) As we were walking to the lift, mom realized that she din bring the keys with her. Damn it man.. Without any other choice, she gave me money to take a cab back to simei to grab the keys. Okay NOW this is the frustrating part.. I was just outside the main road of Melville Park, about to turn in when mom called me. " Girl.. tell the uncle to turn back, I got the keys from our neighbour." *(&@%#*! What? Okay.. I just embarrassed myself, flagging a cab at Point A and then driving one whole round to the same stop. And I wasted 6 freaking dollars because of that. Madness i tell you.
So anyway, got into the house..started cleaning the whole place, both downstairs and upstairs. It was crazy..the whole place was covered in what i call DUST. Geez.. I can develop asthma if I stood there another min. Manage to finish everything by 8pm.. walked back to current residence.. Had dinner with mom and Jackiee.
Tomorrow's another day to anticipate.. But why bother? haha.. Was suppose to go to Zouk but see lah? I'm caught somewhere else.. damn it!
11:53 pm
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
April Fool's Day
These were taken last night..Ola.
I don't get it with April Fool's Day.. Like, what's the significance of it? Humiliate others? Or just showing the stupidity of it all? Hmmm.. Well whatever it is, I didn't think that anyone would play a prank on me. SO far, I got fooled by 3 peeps already. WOW.. And I managed to pull a prank on both Van and Mariah. Haha =) These were my two MAIN targets.. Mission accomplished.
When I woke up today, I found myself on the floor when I bloody hell knew that I slept on my bed last night.Weird right??Anyway, mom pulled me out of bed and made me do my chores at bloody 10 in the morning.I knew I was feeling grumpy and all..who wouldn't right? To make things worse, I mistakenly took my medication without eating anything. Stupid of me to do that.. I was having the worst gastric ever after that, it was driving me insane i tell you.
Spent an hour running in and out of the toilet. Stomach upset, i presume.. dad came back from work early cause he needed to pack and get ready to fly off to L.A that afternoon. Mom made lunch, couldn't swallow anything so I 'forfeited' halfway. Then mom left for work.. got stuck with dad for a couple of hours before he left as well.
Went out to eastpoint to get some stuff then came back. Jackiee skipped Drama ( yet again..) so she was home early..but she slept in really early today.
Currently waiting for mom.. After a recent comment from a friend, it got me thinking about my complicated life. Friends, family, work. damn it! I hate my life.. can I just fucking marry someone now and get it over with? F**k! F**k! F**k!
Night lah..
12:47 am
happy Birthday Catherine!!
Happy Birthday to me! =)
Happy Birthday to me! =)
Happy Birthday to me...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
Yay.. The day I've been waiting for. I'm FINALLY 19 man! Woohoo! Feels great although nothing's changed. haha =) So I woke up today, by the wonderful yet familiar aroma..coming from the kitchen. As usual, mom, dad and Jackiee were out, doing their respective things. Mom called me to wish me and then told me that she made a nice pot of "Myuk Tang" aka Korean Traditional Seaweed soup. Its like "Mee Sua" for Chinese peeps.. special dishes on your Birthday.
Then got dressed and ready to meet some people.. after that, met Mariah and Angelia at Han River. Had dinner which was fucking expensive! Just the 3 of us and it already costs $100? Madness.. anywho, Mariah actually paid a portion for me. Which is so bloody sweet of her? I LOVE YOU MARIAH! haha..
Hung for a while before taking the train to City Hall. Had a couple of beers at DXO and at the same time, waited for Van. Then she came, along with her two friends ( i can't remember their names..) they got me a small slice of delicious chocolate-banana cake. Sang me an official birthday song. Hopefully my wish will come true.. you don't have to know. AHAH =) Ordered another tower of Watermelon Vodka.. i din really like it so i only drank a glass. Was a little woozy but i managed to come home in one peace. Mom and dad too wished me.. but I din receive anything from them yet. But i'm not expecting anything.. lol
My time now has come to an end. I'm longing to rest my semi-heavy head onto my comfy pillow. Dad will be flying off to South America tomorrow.. puurfect! Oh and I realize that I seriously need to get myself a job. I can't afford to laze around anymore, its driving both me and my mother to an early death. Haha =)
I guess this is Goodnight then!
And for the record, I enjoyed my Birthday this year.. one of the BEST actually.. haha =)
