11:24 pm
Monday, March 03, 2008
somebody save me!
As predicted.. today WAS a Fucked up day.. No doubt about it!
Mom had off day..drats! So she stayed home to clean up the house while I, feeling so shitty from last night, ZONED out by just sitting on the couch, not doing anything. I was already in a bad mood and I assumed that mom knew she should back off when I'm feeling like this. But nooo.. she just had to "put more salt to the wound". Sickening.. ya okay, its her JOB to support her husband and all that. How would i know if my dad is actually telling the right things to my mom? For all I know, he could be so bloody dramatic and make it sound like I really pissed him off.
So she attacked me without any warning.. I on the other hand, was prepared and launched a MISSILE right back at her.. KA-BOOM! Screw you man! ( i only think of saying this to my mom when i'm really pissed at her..) After I said things that I said.. she could only sit there and kept still. YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN HER FACE man.. its written all over her face.. " oh yes..that's true".
I knew that I hit the target and that my mission was complete. To get her to listen and consider my opinions and feelings on this situation. After that, showed abit of attitude by walking off to my room and slamming the door behind me. There.. PRESTO! I said what I had to say and did what I had to do..
Because I was crying and all that.. went to lie on my bed. The next thing i knew.. I was sleeping. Woke up an hour after that.. took a shower, got dressed and left the house for Korean Class. All these without even talking to my mom.
Korean class was alright.. interesting cause we were learning something new. But i couldn't help but feel so tired..and my throat hurts right now.. I think i'm gonna be sick! Sheesh..
Came home.. din see dad. Mom tried to make conversation with me but I couldn't be bothered.
So here i am.. online. DANNG.. why must i go through this?
Somebody HELP ME!
Mom had off day..drats! So she stayed home to clean up the house while I, feeling so shitty from last night, ZONED out by just sitting on the couch, not doing anything. I was already in a bad mood and I assumed that mom knew she should back off when I'm feeling like this. But nooo.. she just had to "put more salt to the wound". Sickening.. ya okay, its her JOB to support her husband and all that. How would i know if my dad is actually telling the right things to my mom? For all I know, he could be so bloody dramatic and make it sound like I really pissed him off.
So she attacked me without any warning.. I on the other hand, was prepared and launched a MISSILE right back at her.. KA-BOOM! Screw you man! ( i only think of saying this to my mom when i'm really pissed at her..) After I said things that I said.. she could only sit there and kept still. YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN HER FACE man.. its written all over her face.. " oh yes..that's true".
I knew that I hit the target and that my mission was complete. To get her to listen and consider my opinions and feelings on this situation. After that, showed abit of attitude by walking off to my room and slamming the door behind me. There.. PRESTO! I said what I had to say and did what I had to do..
Because I was crying and all that.. went to lie on my bed. The next thing i knew.. I was sleeping. Woke up an hour after that.. took a shower, got dressed and left the house for Korean Class. All these without even talking to my mom.
Korean class was alright.. interesting cause we were learning something new. But i couldn't help but feel so tired..and my throat hurts right now.. I think i'm gonna be sick! Sheesh..
Came home.. din see dad. Mom tried to make conversation with me but I couldn't be bothered.
So here i am.. online. DANNG.. why must i go through this?
Somebody HELP ME!
