12:02 am
Monday, March 31, 2008
SATURDAY ROCKED!



















11:59 pm
Sunday, March 30, 2008









Hello! Haha.. Oh my god! I can't tell you how much FUN I had last night at the party. I serious did the right thing by hosting it. This post is to THANK everyone who came last night..


Van-Mariah-Mai: HE END OF TIME! MUAH!
Thank you so much for decorating the place..I seriously din expect all this. You guys really know how to keep things a secret and never cease to surprise me, time and time again. And Van! I owe u a kazillion favours for preparing and cooking all the BBQ food. I don't know what I'll do without you guys.. thank you so much for making this party HAPPEN! I LOVE YOU GUYS TILL T

Drea-Greg-Felly:

Thank you guys for turning up. Andrea..I didn't think you would take the day off from your work just to attend to the party.. you're the best. Oh and Greg! Assistant Chef.. thanks ah?? ahaha.. you've been a great help seriously.. Felly belly! I'm happy to be able to see you after sooo bloody long. Unlike SOME people! I invite.. never bother to come at all. Tsk tsk.. Fel and Dea, we should have another sleep over sometime soon okay? I bet it'll be fun..haha! ANYWAY, I LOVE YOU GUYS! Hahah..

Pilar-Muni-Su-Cheryl-Gerard:
Thanks for coming! Finally get to catch after a loooong time. haha =) I'll never forget friends like you guys. Oh! And thanks for the wonderful gifts..! I'm already using them. ahah

Shah-Zul-Mudh-Wan-Ric:
All my MDIS guy friends came and not a single girl. hahah..except for Cheryl. But i'm really happy you guys turned up. I wasn't sure you would, since I din attend most of our gatherings. Thank you for tolerating my nonsense. To Ric, I should have saved the bloody vodka for myself. Haha =) Your arrival was clearly unexpected. Mudh and Wan, I LOVE the handbag you gave me! I din know u guys had such good taste.. We'll Hang out again soon! Love you all!

All of Jackiee's Friends! :
I didn't think of inviting you guys except for SOME.. but it was great having the 15 of you all at the party. It clearly cranked up the atmosphere.. Thank you all for coming and for the wonderful presents you gave me. I can't believe you gave me gifts despite the fact i Hardly know you all.. but wadeva, thanks a Million!

MOM & DAD:
After weeks of pestering, I finally managed to convince you both to have a BBQ party. Thank you for allowing me to do so and supporting me financially. You really made my wish came true.. Without you guys, I don't think we could pull this off. And everyone at the Party thinks ya'll are cool.. haha Unbelievable! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! And I love you both very much! Sa rang Hae Yo!


I'll be turning 19 FOR REAL.. in a couple of hours. Since I sorta already celebrated it with my friends, I hope to spend it with my family tomorrow. Haha =) I'm not expecting any gifts from them since they already spend so much for the BBQ..
I'm still so tired from last night.. Din really sleep last night, cause I can't help thinking there are two other peeps sleeping on the same bed. HAHA. Just not used to it i guess.. but i had fun anyway.

Mom went to work today so it was just me and my dad at home, watching WHITE CHICKS o AXN. Then Jackiee came back.. i got ready to go for evening mass. I thought I was gonna be all alone but Chris and Paula happened to be there.. After Chris wished me a 'Happy Birthday', I left for home. Had dinner, chilled out and finally got on the com.. Uploading the pics can be such a hassle. *sigh..

Okay.. I'm beat. More peektures later! Night!


11:47 pm
Friday, March 28, 2008
We're gonna go.... SHOPPING!
Nooo.. Don't take peekture!


Me and Van..


My mistake for drinking 3 cups of coffee just now.. I think I'm currently having the 'runs'. Haha =)
So its a Friday! And tomorrow's the party.. I'm semi excited, semi nervous cause I got this feeling something un-expecting/bad is gonna happen. But wadeva, I'll just go with the flow.

Mom din go to work till afternoon today. Got up in the morning to find her cleaning the house like a crazy person. Told her I could do it but she insisted that her cleaning is more efficient than mine. Okay? What ever makes you happy mother.. =) Had lunch, then Andrea stopped by my place to collect the pants she needed to borrow for her work thingy.. sat for a while, talked for a couple of mins then she left. I on the other hand, got ready to go out for groceries.


Met Mariah and Mai on bus 34. Made our way to GIANT, saw Van waiting for us just opposite the road.
Got all the stuff we needed for the BBQ. Okay.. maybe not all lah, tomorrow afternoon need to get some more. Walked across the road to IKEA.. had our COFFEE/TEA at the cafeteria. Bought some pastries and all.. like real AUNTIES lah. Haha =) Took a cab back, then I realized I was short on cash so I had to ask Jackiee to spare me some change. Quickly went to season the chicken and all.. with the help of my sister of course. Forgot about dinner.. I wasn't that hungry anyway..

Waited for mom and dad to return home and now..
I need to take a shower, I smell of seafood.. Toodles!
11:55 pm
Thursday, March 27, 2008
NO ALCOHOL..
Okay..I just got out of the shower and I'm feeling fresh!

Not many things happened today.. maybe because I woke up really late. Speaking of which, I seriously had the best sleep last night.
After days of what I call "insomnia", I decided to turn off my cell phone, tuck myself into bed, plug in my ipod and just K.O ( knock-out). And I say man, the FIRST right decision I ever made. Slept soundly through the night without any disturbance.. from what I know, everyone was out of the house by 8am. Haha.. and I continued sleeping till 11am. =)

Ordered Macs for lunch..i had a sudden craving for Fillet 'O' fish burger. Cleaned up the house abit then got on the computer for an hour. By 3pm, I was out of the house, making my way to Eastpoint mall. As I was walking there, started to rain like crap but thank God i had the BRAINS to carry an umbrella. hehe Returned some book that I borrowed and then took another one. Went to NTUC for food shopping cause I was gonna make dinner tonight.

Came home, found Jackiee in mom's room, eyes GLUED to the computer. Tsk tsk.. Started preparing for dinner. The rest of the family came back. I think Dad came home a little "woozy" cause he went to some Exhibition and they were giving out countless glasses of liquor. So yalah.. dad's semi drunk but not totally. When we were chilling out at our living room after dinner, he started talking about "Don't DRAG your liquor..you can die from it. Its all in the papers!" *#%^*#?? Haha.. of course I know. And then he comes and tell me that there will be no ALCOHOL during my party.. but mom's talking it out for me.. SO DON"T WORRY PEOPLE! =)

There's nothing much more to say actually. Yeap I think that's it.

KEUT!
( Meaning..END)
7:21 pm
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
A dedication..

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY VANESSA! Love you mani-mani..
You're a friend i'll never ever forget.. we're gonna grow old together in the future. Talking about many more things. I thank the Lord to have you as my buddy, my friend. We shared many good years together.. let's continue to make more good memories ya? I LOVE YOU VAN!

(*clears throat)
MOVING ON..

Its weird that I'm writing in a post this early.. maybe because I'm done with the chores and have nothing else to do. I can't watch telly cause my SELFISH mother confiscated the Starhub card and she took my laptop away. Its fucking childish lah.. who does she think I am? A Primary School Kid?! Jesus.. But then again, somehow, I've managed to outwit her. She's forgotten that I can actually log into dad's desktop computer. HAH! BEAT THAT MOTHER!!..


So last night's party I would say, was alright.. haha. Which reminds me,
let's recap yesterday.. Went to meet Mariah and Angelia at TM to get Van her B'dae present. Spent like an hour plus finding the Perfect gift as well as her b'dae cake. Then we din have any money to take a cab so we took the bus 31 instead. Maisarah hoped on the same bus at Bedok and continued from there to Mandarine Gardens where the "Surprise" party was being held.
Met the Birthday girl.. and her friends as well. Drink drink drink.. can't remember what weird stuff I did. But whatever, I think I behaved myself pretty well. At 1030pm, Mrs Yamaguchi came to pick the 5 of us. Sending Mai off, then Angelia, mua and lastly Gwen.

Stayed up till 5 this morning cause I had terrible chest pains and a throbbing head. I told myself that I must have drank too much.. it was really a horrible feeling. Finally threw everything out and felt much better after that. Slept for a couple of hours, mom woke me up. Immediately did some cleaning around the house. Argued with my mom and now I'm being "prisoned" at home. Totaly sucks lah.. what can of LIFE do i have?? *sigh..

OKay.. I shall stop now. Prepare the arrival of my father.. Toodles!
12:50 am
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
The Young and Rich
Its a Monday.. and guess what? I have the whole house to myself once again, after soo long! 3 cheers for Cat!! hahaha..
So I took the opportunity to wake up later than usual? Din get to sleep till 5.30 this morning. I know.. crazy right? Was up all night trying to do some changes to my cousin's blogskin but the thing's fucked up now and i'm not sure what happened. Oh well..

So cleaned the house, did the laundry and all. Then hit the showers, got ready and then took the train to Orchard. Met Van and Angelia at Far East? By then, the pain in my knee was starting to act up so I quickly popped some pills to ease it before it got worse. Van went to do her eyebrows at Amy's. Honestly, I wouldn't want to spend 10 bucks on my brows since i've learned to pluck them out myself. haha =) Hey? At least I save the 10 dollars?
When we went out of Far East, it was raining like crap? It just totally sucks when it rains in town, that's THE worst thing to happen.

Took the bus to Dhoby Ghaut where we met up with Mariah and Gwen. Had dinner and all. At about 9.30pm..Van, Mariah and myself took the train back to the east. I took a long slow walk back to Melville Park. Talked on the phone for a while with this 'particular someone' till it was time to hit the sack. But then I realize that I didn't get to blog so here I am.. typing as fast as my fingers can go. I'm done so now I leave. Goodnight!
12:00 am
Monday, March 24, 2008
Planets are all aligned..



These were all taken on Saturday.


Happy Easter
everyone!!
Sadly, I din receive any Easter eggs/ chocolates whatever.. I guess I'm too grown up for this and that none of my aunts can be bothered to give them out. Haha =)

Good news..after nearly 3 weeks of mom taking leave from work for no apparent reason, she finally started work this morning. She's now posted to a new venue at Kallang's LEISURE PARK MALL. Woopee! The house is mine again.. but of course, I have to maintain the cleanliness of the place.
Since she started work at 9 in the morning, she couldn't attend mass with us..so me, Jackiee and Dad went to church and we were sorta late? lol

After Church, met the rest of the family at the lobby. Wished them with hugs and kisses.. I see that my other cousins have grown up quite alot. Then dad drove me over to Van's place for lunch. Her dad's LAKSA totally rocks! Infact, it tastes better than 328 Katong Laksa..like seriously! Waited for Mariah, then just hung out for a couple of hours after that. Called dad again to pick me up and off we went to Uncle Mike's place.


I was so dead bored cause my other "matured" cousins din come. Me and my sister were stuck with Marc the brat. Dad picked mom up from work and all.. bummed around the house till it was dinner time. Then came back home.
I hope tomorrow will be a better day. Might spent the afternoon with the girls.. haha =)
Okay then, goodnight all!
11:30 pm
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Holy Saturday..


Hello again!?
As promised.. I din go online the whole of Friday and I'm proud of it! At least I know I've some TOLERANCE left in me unlike SOMEBODY who shall not be mentioned here. hehe =)

So its a Saturday. Nothing much happening, here at home. Wait, actually there is.. spent the whole afternoon with my mom and dad. That little twit ( Jackiee) went out to so-called "study" with her bunch of Hommies. Who knows man? She probably went out to gallivant like a crazed hormoned teenager.. Anyway, since the rest of us didn't go out, mom, dad and I sat in the kitchen all day making Korean dumplings. HAND-MADE KOREAN DUMPLINGS..
Spent like 3 hours doing all that?

Then Darren came over my place for a while cause he needed to use my lappy for SCHOOL PURPOSES. Hung out with him at the same time, catching up with the things that we've missed over the last two months.
Dad made us some delicious Texas Chilli Dogs (no not the animal.. hotdogs, the food we eat!) since I was having the cravings for it. Waited for Jackiee to return home and then head out to a funeral. Again. This is the second one in a month.. tsk tsk!

Went over to Simei Road where my Best Friend, Tian Keng's grandfather passed away. Was shocked to hear about it when I found out from my mom this afternoon. He was like a grandpa to me too, since he sorta took care of all the kids on the 10th floor of my previous residence. Staying at block 160, Simei Rd was the BEST thing that ever happened to me. Its where I grew up.. so, I guess that'll never change.
Me, Jackiee and Darren decided to head up to the 10th floor, just to see how the place looks like after 10 years. And WOW.. there weren't so many changes during these past decade. I'm so amazed.Walking along the corridors, definitely brought back alot of memories. Okay lah, maybe not for Jackiee since she couldn't really remember..but mostly for me and Darren.

Hung out for a couple of minutes, took some pictures.. before heading back down to the void deck.
After an hour plus, we quietly made our exist. It was my first time attending a CHINESE funeral so I heard that we're supposed to leave the place without announcing it or something. Dad drove Darren back to his place then went home.

And that, Ladies and Gentlemen.. was my day.

Thank you for reading. Have a pleasant night!



P.s ..Pictures of today will be uploaded tomorrow!
12:54 am
Friday, March 21, 2008
Maundy Thursday..
Picture taken on Tuesday.. =)


In the Christian liturgical calendar, Maundy Thursday or Holy Thursday is the feast or holy day falling on the Thursday before Easter that commemorates the Last Supper of Jesus Christ with the Apostles. It is the fifth day of Holy Week, and is preceded by Holy Wednesday and followed by Good Friday.

On this day four events are commemorated: the washing of the Disciples' feet by Jesus Christ, the institution of the Mystery of the Holy Eucharist at the Last Supper, the agony of Christ in the Garden of Gethsemane, and the betrayal of Christ by Judas Iscariot.


So I'm back from our long day of visiting Churches. Today being a Holy Day, us Catholics MUST try and do this.

I began my day by doing nothing actually. I was having terrible pains last night I couldn't really sleep.. oh! and also because I couldn't stop reading this book that I've borrowed. The story was absolutely intriguing I tell you.. haha =) And because of that, I woke up pretty late this morning. Mom kept on nagging that this was becoming a habit. I totaly agree?

Then Dad came home early..must have taken half the day off. I however, got dressed and ready to leave the house 15 minutes later. Ka-Young Ah-jumma came by our place to have lunch. Mom made some delicious Mandu Soup.. I was thinking why it tasted so nice all of a sudden? Like there's a different taste to it. Oh then I realised.. my aunty made the Mandu, not my mom. Haha =) Don't take it personal mom, your Mandu soup tastes GREAT as well..

Wanted Dad to drive me to Ubi for my driving lesson but I took the bus instead so that i could continue reading my book. Bla bla bla.. did my driving practices, then made my way to Eastpoint cause I needed to check something out. Found out later that Jackiee was also at Eastpoint, having her tuition lessons at BK. Left them to "study", took the bus home on my own.

Slacked at home for a while.. bloody menstrual thingy can really KILL a woman. MEN are fucking lucky, they don't have to go through all this shit. Sheesh* Left at 7pm to have dinner at Marine Parade. Then through out the rest of the ENTIRE night, we were driving here and there to visit Churches. These are the Churches we went..

1. Church of the Holy Family

2. Queen of Peace

3. Good Shepard Church

4. St.Paul's Church

5. St. Joseph's Church

6. Church of our Lady of Lourdes

7. Novena

8. Sacred Heart

We set off on our Journey of Faith at exactly 7.30pm and finished at 12am. I feel lighter than usual, after asking GOD to forgive me for my wrong doings and to make me a better person. Oh and also to bless my friends and loved ones, give them protection and guidance.

Tomorrow's Good Friday. A day of mourning.. have to sacrifice certain things in your life for at least a day. So i've decided.. i won't watch telly or get on the internet the whole of tomorrow. That' will be my sacrifice. =)

Okay.. looks like this post has been a pretty long one. I shall end here. Probably come online again on Saturday.. Till then,

GOODNIGHT!






11:47 pm
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
The Pain and Agony..
Oh my god.. I'm in pain and I don't know how to describe that. Just, PAIN. Haha..
Currently going through with the "woman" thing so ya. And did I mention that I was in pain? Having the cramps and backaches.. yeap. =)

I woke up early today. Surprised? You should be.. cause I haven woken up this early in a long time.. And then I thought I could do something in the morning but guess what? Haha.. I din do much, just had my breakfast, drink some coffee and read the morning papers. Went online for a while before getting dressed. Mom took so bloody long so I sat infront of the telky while waiting for her. Finally got out of the house at one in the afternoon.. had lunch at Eastpoint with my mother.

Bought a cup of PAO PAO CHA and then walked all the way to Tampines St.11 to my previous residence. Mom and dad hired some renovation workers to re-paint the entire house and repair the flooring. When we got there, not a single soul was in sight?? Like what the hell? Suppose to be here at 1 and it was already 3.. tsk tsk! No responsibility.
Then mom and I decided to clean out some trash that our previous tenants left behind. My gawd.. 4 FULL trash bags of junk!

Hung out after that, mom was negotiating with the boss about money issues. I din bother to listen.. I'm only there to translate for my mom when needed, but it seemed like she handled the situation properly on her own. =) Read my book while waiting for time to pass and then it started to rain heavily.PERFECT. That made me more sleepy and yearn for my comfy bed..two hours after that, mom and I left. Went back to Eastpoint to buy some groceries for tonight's dinner.

Came back, lay down for a while cause I started to feel the pains even more eversince i felt it back at Tampines. Wanted to pop some Paracetomal but i couldn't find any..so i trashed that idea. Had dinner then chilled with the family..

Ok I cannot tahan already.. PAIN PAIN PAIN. Goodnight!
11:53 pm
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
I've got only a couple of minutes before my dad turns the 'box' off and the internet gets cut off. Bloody hell, how I wish the computer is placed outside, in the living room. *sigh

Anyway, got to spend a day with Mariah today. And boy-oh-boy! We were in pain and feeling tired after that long day. Actually, I wouldn't say long lah.. only about 6-7 hours? haha.. is that long?
Quickly got up in the morning to bathe and all. Then met Mariah on the train,made our way to Queenstown. Did some stuff there which took almost 30 minutes.. called my aunt while waiting, she "lovingly" got someone to offer me a job. But that fella din pick his phone so, what the hell.

Took the bus to town. Walked here and there, trying to find for Sakae Sushi. Finally found one, next to Plaza Sing but had to wait for another hour for the buffet to start. OMG.. the wait was killing us man! We walked around Carrefour for a while, JUST to kill time. We made it eventually..haha =) Had a good lunch but i think we ate too much.. we could barely walk after that! funny shit i tell you.. We had tummy aches from the time we came out, all the way to City Hall interchange.

Took the train back.. wanted to walk home from the station but took the bus instead since it arrived when i came out. Got home, bummed around... up till now. Currently watching CSI Miami..looks interesting. I'm a little distracted so i think i'll end here now.


Till we meet again..
11:33 pm
Sunday, March 16, 2008
I see dead people..
In loving Memory of Uncle DANDY.. you'll always be remembered by friends and loved ones.
Rest In Peace.


Bon Jour!

Last day of the week.. damn fast man? Another 15 days to my 19th birthday!! Still got long way.. haha =) I decided to only plan the party properly in a week's time.. what's the rush?

Went for 11 am mass this morning and I say man! Damn pack lah?! Haha.. I've never seen such a packed up church in sooo bloody long! Dad said that at least half the church is filled with Filipinos.. I so agree with him. But I'm not saying it as a bad thing okay? Its a church..we all come together, regardless of race and colour, to pray to the Lord. Which reminds me, PALM SUNDAY today.. Preparations for Holy Week. Guess I can't really make appointments to go out next week..SACRIFICE

Went to N2 to have lunch.. mom bought some stuff and then drove back home cause Jackiee CLAIMS she ain't feeling well. Yalah.. party somemore lah.. You deserve it! Bummed around at home, using the internet and all. Mom and dad went over to our old place to do some cleaning? Well that's the only way to do if you want people to sell your place to people. A CLEAN PLACE IS A HAPPY PLACE =)

Jackiee helped me dye my hair. It looks slightly better than before of course.. haha
Then the parents came back, Jackiee took her nap cause she was feeling grumpy and all. The three of us had our early dinner. Changed and got ready to go out.. for a funeral, all the way at the Church of the Navity. Somewhere in Hougang lah.. said prayers for Uncle Dandy. Chilled out, eating peanuts and drinking countless packet drinks.
Before we went home, I decided to visit the loo so i asked my little cousin to accompany me just to see how 'MAN' my he was.

So there we were.. at the back alley where the loo was. The first thing we saw when we stepped in were 5 empty COFFINS, lined up in a straight row. Then when we walked in further there was this HUGE cross and a black coffin with a piece of white cloth covering it..
Jesus! Scared the crap outta me. MY cousin on the other hand just ran out without me. That little chicken! ahah..

So that was my day.. not that boring as before. Tomorrow is definitely a long day.. so many things to do. I don't know where to start man.. dang it.
10:37 pm
Saturday, March 15, 2008
19..19..19..19
Hello hello hello!
Its Saturday Night.. and I'm at home. -___- wow..
I seriously should be out with a bunch of friends having a drink and talking about how my week has been. haha.. Actually, what's there to talk about? Its been so bloody boring these past few days..just irritates me.

So..Jac's still not back from her "2nd day CAMP". I'm alone with my parents.
They just LOVE to annoy me.. Some people are nicely sleeping at 9am in the morning and these two just HAD to wake me up.. So i was up at 10.30am instead, they'll have to drag me out of the room if they want me up earlier but too bad they couldn't. Waited till i was in the WAKE UP mode.. took quite some time lah. The next thing i knew, mom told me to cook pancakes.. at FREAKIN 11.30 in the morning!!
For crying out loud! We can wait for another 30 mins or so till LUNCH-TIME.. but noooooo.

So there I was, in the kitchen cooking up a storm. Wonderful way to start the day. Sheesh*
I din eat any of it cause I din make enough and I decided to give my portion to dad since he said he wanted some. Bloody hell.. checked my e-mails before I realised that I was getting hungry.
At 1.30 pm, mom, dad and I walked to Eastpoint to have lunch..
Jesus.. my parents seriously ate alot! After that, walked around..bought some toiletries from WATSONS..then took a bus back.

Watched MY TUTOR FRIEND II online.. but i haven't really completed it cause dad interrupted me with something. I din want to reload the thing..so i went outside to get some fresh air. Like that helped?? So many kids were running around. Jackiee just came home before dinner time.
Dad cooked STEAKS today.. damn nice. ahah =)

ITS CONFIRMED.. i've got the permission from dad.. I CAN have a small BBQ party for my birthday. AWESOME! Now i gotta start making plans.. exciting! ahaha.. but i'll need the help of my friends, I CAN'T DO THIS ALONE! My parents decided not to intervene and let me do all the preparations.. Huh?? Okay lah better than nothing? Just provide me with the KA-CHING! hehee..

RIGHT..LET THE PARTY PLANNING BEGIN!
11:13 pm
Friday, March 14, 2008
Wouldn't it Be nice..
Before..


After 15 years..



Its like everyone's putting pictures of the past..and I realized that I never ONCE put any of it in my blog. So i thought.. why not? Besides, I'm turning 19 soon..why not reminisce back in time a littler?? Haha =)

So I guess its another boring day, here at home. Dad's not back yet from his company dinner, Jackiee's staying over at her friend's place ( actually i'm not sure..) And as always, its just me and my mother.. its only been the two of us actually.
If we're really bored, we'd play "GO-STOP".. some Korean card game. If you've seen it in dramas, its those red little cards you play with on the floor..haha. Yeap, so we had a couple of rounds of that. Then bummed around.. I was practically online the whole day, watching K-Dramas. Aren't there any new ones? Shhesh..

Made dinner today for mom and myself. SHIOK! Cooked "Dwenjjang Chigae" along with the balance chicken sauce from last night. Damn.. mom says my soup tastes better than hers. Which means, I can marry a Korean guy and not have to worry about cooking for him. HAHA.. Hilarious joke i tell you. Played another round of GO-STOP before returning into my room.

God.. I feel like i need to do something Productive.. I feel so bloody useless!
11:52 pm
Thursday, March 13, 2008
High School





Bloody hell, watching this video that me and my classmates made two years ago, just brings back soo many good memories. Can really make u tear abit man! haha..
Now, about a year and a half has passed..some still studying, others working, most of them fulfilling their dreams..a small percentage of us might have given up. Goodness!! No wonder they always say, YOU GOTTA LOVE HIGH-SCHOOL! I soo.. agree man. I mean, that's the best time you'll ever have. After that, its REALITY and not fantasy anymore.. Sian.

I'm still waiting for the bloody people from SATS to ring me up and tell me when I can report for training. They tell me its a few weeks, its close to a month now. Shall I stop waiting and find another job? This is INSANE?! I'm like wasting my freakin time at home, listening to the complains from my mother and unnecessary scolding from her husband aka DAD. At the same time, i'm tired of asking money from my parents...the looks on their faces just KILLS me, every time i ask for 10 bucks. Jesus.. my life is such a mess. =(

I should just ask mom to marry me off to some guy in Korea, since my grandmother thinks i'm off marriageable age. What the hell? This isn't World War II ?! Where most of the girls marry at age 17 years onwards? Christ! I'm only 18 man..there are so many things I want to do! No no.. forget that thought. Haha.. There's alot I want to accomplish in life.. so i'll take my chances.

I stayed at home today..with the mom and Jackiee of course. It seems Jackiee came back a little sooner than I expected. She looked 'Shagged' like as if she ran 10 miles non-stop..poor thing. I decided to let her have my bed instead of sleeping on the pull-out mattress. See? I'm a loving and caring person. haha =)

Right.. there's nothing much to say. So i shall hit the sack! I bid u..


Adieu
12:06 am
I Confess..
What a day.. plus, in this damn annoying weather. -___-
I can't remember when was the last time I actually saw the SUN! Its been so dark even though it was 1-2 plus in the afternoon? Good heavens!
So with the rain continuously pouring down, I could only lie on my bed and do so much thinking. Seriously! I couldn't do anything else but keep still at one position and do some self reflection. My sleep was insufficient during these few days.. I only get to sleep like 3am? And then wake up at 12pm.EVERY DAY and I don't like it at all.. but what can I do??

Went out ( in the rain..) to Eastpoint to get some stuff from NTUC. Initially, I was to place an delivery order for a friend of mine but that Jack-ass din transfer any money into my account. Sheesh.. irresponsible! Walked back home with the goods.. then mom told me that we had to go for mass in the evening. I was thinking.. on a Wednesday?? What's the occasion? Then it got to me that today's Penitential Service. OOhhh.. haha =)

Waited for dad to come home.. Jackiee was still in school so forget her. Went to church at 7pm..confessed my sins and I still don't feel anything. Haha =) Right.. told dad to dropped me off at Eastpoint AGAIN. Ordered that thingy then came back home to have dinner.
I'm feeling tired BUT i'm not sleepy. Just what the hell is going on?? My goodness..
3:52 am
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Taking a step at a time..

Monday: 10th March 2008

Went over to Angelia's place in the afternoon. Met the
other two 'whimps'..bought bubble tea and goreng-pisang from N2 market before making our way back to Angelia's place. Feasted on what we bought, at the same time, watched HIKMAH with Ange's mom. Haha.. what a way to spent the afternoon. After a while, hung out in the kitchen..we prepared some JEMPUT JEMPUT that tasted awesome. Come to think of it, we feasted alot on BANANAS today. Ha ha =)

Van got a call from her Mama.. she made dinner so Van invited the 3 of us to her place. Dinner was good, I never saw so many variety of dishes..all at one table. Hung out in her room after that, playing stupid board games.. took a cab home cause it was raining. =)








Tuesday: 11th March 2008

The weather's like FUCK today? Non-stop raining.. since last night man! And worse..
RAIN+ SUN= HUMID WEATHER. Can die man! Like so HOT and COLD after that? Insane I tell you..

A day, dedicated to meeting ONLY my friends. First of all, I'm happy to say that Jackiee's away on her so-called CAMP. She's gonna get it when she gets back. Other than that, 3 days without her in the house is God's Blessing to me.
Met up with Mariah at Tampines MRT Station.. You know lah, LATE AS ALWAYS.. Got on the train to Orchard where we met Gwen whom i've not seen since dunno-when? But i know its a long time. Ditched them for a while, took the train again to NOVENA where I met my other friend. He kept bugging me to meet him so I finally took the time off today to do so. Helped him with some stuff and then left again at 9 plus to Tanah Merah.

Walked to Simpang Bedok.. Caught up with Mariah & Gwen again as well as some old friends of mine. Haha.. they I mean, Charmaine, Jessie, Jasmine and Dionne. GAWD.. I haven seen them since Sec school ended?? They're looking good and well.. they even got the time and MONEY to take a well-deserved holiday to Australia. JUST THEM ALONE.. NO PARENTS?! What the fuck man.. more like I NEED IT!

Chilled and talked non-stopped till almost midnight.. earlier I told mom that i'd be back home by 1130pm. Woops! Got dragged on but she wasn't pissed. Haha.. maybe she realizes that I do need my own space to do my own things. This is one of them.. to hang out with my friends. Cause I din actually get to do it before when I was still schooling. Caught the bus back home.. took a shower and now currently web-caming with Mariah. haha.. The things we do, I'll never forget sia.

Right.. I think that's it for now. Gonna tell Mariah that i'll be logging off soon cause i'm feeling shagged and tired from all the walking today. And my knees hurt too! Bloody hell..
12:53 am
Sunday, March 09, 2008
For old time Sake..

Great day i must say?!
Kinda started talking to my dad.. after sooo long! Haha..
Eh? At least i took the guts to "start the ball rolling" right? If not, this awkward silence will just continue this God-knows-when?

Everything was going pretty smooth until Jackiee had to bring the entire 'happy' atmosphere to complete darkness! That little @%^&*.. Things were getting abit serious when she started arguing with my parents. Honestly, the things that my sis said were the exact things that I said when I was her age. And come to think of it, IT'S QUITE STUPID LAH.. haha. Can't believe how lame I was sia? Like "OH! YOU GUYS NEVER GIVE ME ANY FREEDOM!" funny shit i tell you..

So Jackiee's pissed with Dad cause he din allow her to go out. Well yea? I would do the same thing if i were dad. Giving her too much face already..that has to STOP!
But she being born a rebellious child, just walked out of the house,claiming that she needed to 'breathe in FRESH air'. Yea right..

I, on the other hand..stayed home with the folks. Had dinner with them which tasted so bloody good, just because dad cooked it. Chili Pork!! Haha.. best thing to ever eat. ahahaha..
Chilled for a while before getting dressed and leaving the house to meet Andrea and Wes. Met Andrea outside Tanah Merah station, waited a while more for Mr.W Kow.. picked us up in his lovely car, drove over to Simpang Bedok to have supper. Hung out with them, talked shit*, did some catching up and all. After that, Wes drove us back to my place, dropped us off and then he went somewhere else. Drea, chilled at my place for a while before I send her to the bus stop.

I'm beat. Still feeling sick but slightly better. Can actually breathe properly again.. haha =)
Right.. That's it then!
12:09 am
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Alright.. DAY 2 of Cat becoming sick. Its getting worse actually, currently having the fever..
Some idiot woke me up this morning, and because of him..I couldn't go back to sleep which I actually needed in this kind of state. Dumb-ass..-__-

Din really eat during lunch time, although mom did make some delicious looking Bibimbap. Had two spoons of it and that was it. Bummed around the house for a while before changing and then leaving the house with mom. She needed some lingual assistance at the bank so 'what the heck', I accompanied her to TM. Withdrew some cash from POSB and then depositing it into OCBC.. mafan. Just stick to one lah.. Pfft!

Went to NTUC Fairprice, bought some stuff for tomorrow's dinner. I heard dad's cooking steaks so i'll definitely be at home to have them. What the hell lah, I don't care if i'm too sick to have it. I need PROTEINS! ahahaha..
Oh oh! Witnessed a fight today at the TOTO booth. Some two freakin old uncles were punching each other because one of them cut the line. Haha.. So old, still want to fight? My guess is, they think they're still young to be doing all these. LAME.. But their fight was damn serious, made each other bleed alot!

Had something to eat at Macs before taking the bus home. I decided to head to the docs first so mom went home without me. Fucking waited for an hour cause some kid needed to get vaccinated and he's scared of needles. DANG.. the waiting nearly killed me man!
Came home, took the pills and dosed off. Woke up 2 hrs later, found dad at home and cooking dinner. MENU of the day, SEAFOOD PASTA. Nice.. but I couldn't taste anything thanks to the blocked nose.

Din meet up with him today. He had to be elsewhere and I was fucking sick. I wouldn't want to show him this horrible state of me. It wouldn't be nice. Haha.. So we postponed it. Now I have to re-schedule everything.. sian!
Right.. i'm tired. I wanna sleep now. Goodnight!
12:27 am
Friday, March 07, 2008
Tissue..Please!
SICK SICK SICK..
Nothing more to say other than that. Lost my voice and my nose hurts! Friggin hell man.
To top all of that, din sleep till 8am this morning..and then woke up at 11am. Which means, a total of 3 hours of sleep. NICE..

Saw dad for the first time in wad?.. 4 days? Looks the same, no difference. Both of us kept quiet during dinner..seemed like mom was the only one talking about her day. Haha =)
Was washing the plates wit him but din speak a word to each other. Is this a good thing? I wonder..
Oh well, its only a matter of time before one of us breaks the awkward silence and I bloody hell know it ain't gonna be me!

Tomorrow's the outing.. I'm reconsidering on whether i should go or not, since i'm down with the cold. But I just got his message and he's pestering me. Friggin annoying.
What the hell lah, since he 'belanja' coffee, why not right? I'm up for anything that's free..(pause)
NAH.. i'm kidding, if i'm ever like that, I'll never get a boyfriend. RIGHT MARIAH?!?! Hahaha..


Ok.. medication is kicking in. End now before I fall asleep on the computer.


AU REVOIR!
12:57 am
Thursday, March 06, 2008
Girl time!
Angelia's mirror is HUGE!

Coincidentally, we both wore blue tops and Grey skirts. haha =)


HI..Got the cough and flu and i'm feeling terrible. I'm sure i'll have a hard time sleeping later. These past few days, kept asking Mariah to meet up and have lunch at KFC since i had the cravings for it. Haha =) But then keep delaying so i guess I'll have to wait till we REALLY go out again.

Met up with Mariah today. She picked me up by cab and we made our way to Orchard Plaza. Accompanied her to the dentist. Waited like 30 mins but she got her teeth checked in less than 5 minutes. WOW -__- Met Van at the lobby of the building..since me and Mariah din had anything to eat earlier, we ate at MACs. Walked around abit before walking to the station and then taking the train to Simei. Reached Angelia's place.. bummed around before eating again. Haha =)

Menu of the day, AUNTY JENNIFER'S HOME-MADE CURRY DEVIL. Honestly speaking.. better than my dad's in terms of taste. But adding some veges would be nice? Haha.. but other than that, SHIOK!
Bummed around again..spending some GIRL TIME together. The usual gossips and then talking about where our lives might lead to after this. *sigh.. THE FUTURE.. everyone's worried sick about that. tsk tsk!
Decided to buy some drinks to like SPICE up the night. Went to the provision shop across the street.. bought the stuff and then came back.

More talking and gossiping. Ended up drinking only ONE tall glass of Gin-Tonic and that's it. Couldn't swallow anything else cause i was getting gastric. Left Angelia's place at 11pm, sent Van off to her bus stop first, then Mariah and then myself.
Reached the 'crib' .. Bathed and all that.. took my medicine and here I am!

I think the drug is taking effect. Drowsy already.. more tomorrow!

12:31 am
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Hello My chinguu!
Awesome day i must say.. aside from the sore throat that I'm currently having right now. Its obvious that I'm becoming sick! Popped more than 20 cough drops in my mouth today.. totally sucks man.

Went to CGH for an appointment with the dermatologist. Doc says everything looks good so i'm happy. Waited for an hour to collect my medicine.. din want to wait for the shuttle bus so I walked all the way back to the train station. Met up with Zul, Mudh, Shah, Cheryl and Gerard at Marina Square. Haven seen them in a while..it was great to finally see them after so long!
Had a late lunch first.. before making our way to the arcade to play a game of pool. The rest were playing while I caught up with Shah.. talking about life AFTER graduation. He's lucky that he got the job at Singapore Zoological gardens.

After an hour of pool, waked around the mall thinking of what to do. I think we walked one whole round at Marina.Got fed-up so we decided to head to Suntec; Carrefour( i dunno how u spell it..) to buy some stuff then sit somewhere and chill. Ended up buying sushi which was going out for only $1.80 for 12 small pieces. Good offer so we practically bought most of what was available. Walked out the mall, sat down at the Fountain of wealth. Extremely breezy! Couldn't think of where to go next so i decided to CHAO since mom said I had to be home before 11pm. What the fuck?? Haiya..oklah. cannot say anything so i took the train back with Zul and Mudh. Kept talking and talking.. ahaha..

Came home.. walked straight into my room. Then mom came in asking why i'm still giving her the cold shoulder. Am i? haha..If that's what u think then okay lah.. i can't do anything what?
Okay..my job here is done. The bed is calling me, my eyes are about to shut SEAL. Goodnight all..

P.s Sorry no pictures.. we were having fun till we forgot about taking pics. haha. =)
11:24 pm
Monday, March 03, 2008
somebody save me!
As predicted.. today WAS a Fucked up day.. No doubt about it!
Mom had off day..drats! So she stayed home to clean up the house while I, feeling so shitty from last night, ZONED out by just sitting on the couch, not doing anything. I was already in a bad mood and I assumed that mom knew she should back off when I'm feeling like this. But nooo.. she just had to "put more salt to the wound". Sickening.. ya okay, its her JOB to support her husband and all that. How would i know if my dad is actually telling the right things to my mom? For all I know, he could be so bloody dramatic and make it sound like I really pissed him off.

So she attacked me without any warning.. I on the other hand, was prepared and launched a MISSILE right back at her.. KA-BOOM! Screw you man! ( i only think of saying this to my mom when i'm really pissed at her..) After I said things that I said.. she could only sit there and kept still. YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN HER FACE man.. its written all over her face.. " oh yes..that's true".
I knew that I hit the target and that my mission was complete. To get her to listen and consider my opinions and feelings on this situation. After that, showed abit of attitude by walking off to my room and slamming the door behind me. There.. PRESTO! I said what I had to say and did what I had to do..

Because I was crying and all that.. went to lie on my bed. The next thing i knew.. I was sleeping. Woke up an hour after that.. took a shower, got dressed and left the house for Korean Class. All these without even talking to my mom.
Korean class was alright.. interesting cause we were learning something new. But i couldn't help but feel so tired..and my throat hurts right now.. I think i'm gonna be sick! Sheesh..

Came home.. din see dad. Mom tried to make conversation with me but I couldn't be bothered.
So here i am.. online. DANNG.. why must i go through this?

Somebody HELP ME!
11:51 pm
Sunday, March 02, 2008
Ashes to ashes
1st March:

Let's see.. what did i do? NOTHING actually? Was supposed to go to different places but because of Jackiee, spoiled dad's mood so we were left to ROT at home. Clearly remember staying in my room throughout the afternoon till it was dinner time. Had plans to go out and meet Drea and Wes but dunno what happen, Drea couldn't make it. Wadeva.. not affected. Haha =)
She said we'll meet soon so i'll definitely will be waiting. Haven seen her since CNY man..

2nd March:

Since dad's back.. NO CHOICE but to go to church. I was exceptionally early today, Jackiee as usual, was the last to get ready. Went for mass.. and yet again wrong timing cause kids and other inconsiderate peeps were making too much noise. After mass, dad dropped me and Jackiee off at Eastpoint to run some errands while he made his way to town to send mom off to work.. ON A SUNDAY. Jesus.. Had lunch at HANS.. it was bloody pathetic! Especially Jackiee's meal. ha ha.. can laugh when you see what's on her plate.. Walked around the mall, bought printer ink at Challenger. Then the small brat had to get some stationary at POPULAR.. a few pens and that costs almost 8 bucks! Tsk tsk.. AND I HAD TO PAY FOR IT?!? Nevermind.. can claim from dad. hehe..

Speaking of my father.. he's so.. ARGHHH! I can't stand his attitude man, its worse then a bloody teenager lah. I only made a few minor mistakes and he's making it sound like I did MAJOR ones.. For example, while fixing something..he asked me for the SCREW, so I mistakenly gave him the screw-driver. And because of that, he was like " That's not the screw, you stupid dingo!"
^&%$*@&#@(^%$&?! What the fuck? Might as well call me a BITCH right? Wah.. Please lah, if i was stupid, its because I got it from HIM! Jack-ass..

That wasn't the only reason.. after that incident, his bad mood flooded the house the whole day. So annoying. To avoid all that, I just went in my room and stayed there..Thank god for my lappy! Then mom came home.. dad must have COMPLAINED everything about me to her. I got more scolding.. making it sound like everything is seriously MY FAULT! Not even giving a slightest consideration about my own feelings.. Just brag brag and more bragging about my dad. Ya okay, he's the eldest, bread-winner, man of the house.. BUT STILL! I'm human you know? I'm not some doll, you can strangle and curse at when u feel like it! GAWD!

I bet tomorrow's gonna be a real Fucked up day..MONDAY BLUES as I may call it. Whatever it is, i'm not gonna sit and accept things that I din do. AS GOD IS MY WITNESS.. I'll stand and FIGHT for my RIGHT! FOR JUSTICE!

AJA AJA ~ FIGHTING!
12:40 am
Saturday, March 01, 2008
LEAP YEAR
I don't remember uploading this pic..


Currently FEASTING on Gummy Worms.. My favourite ;) Hehehehe..
Oh oh! And its the last day of Feb! Leap Year..

So THANK God its Friday! But then again, why so happy? To me, everyday is like any other ordinary day..no school, no job and basically no life! I'm bored every second of the day..unless i have to go out or something. Sleep has been rather insufficient! Thanks to Ms J. Nonis. I swear, ONE DAY, she's gonna get it.

Dad's on MC today.. since he was feeling terrible from the flu. He kinda went out in the end cause he needed to attend to some matter at my old residence. Alone again at home, mopped the bloody floors today. Now it feels non-sticky and spotless! Made Curry for dinner but dad couldn't it eat so i made him Porridge. Yes.. i know I'm a Loving and caring daughter who takes care of her sick father. Its only at times like this that we hardly argue cause we attend to each other's needs.. which should be done more often!

Bummed around the house after dinner..I'm done watching 'LOVE CONTRACT' and now i'm currently hooked onto 'IT STARTED WITH A KISS'. Wow.. and i thought K-Drama was addictive? Taiwan dramas can really make you dream alot man.. haha =) Damn it.. the wonders of Drama Serials.. tsk tsk. If we were still stuck in the 60's, where there were only reality shows, I probably kill myself lah.. So boring!
And I noticed that today's TV shows are like calling out to the younger generation only? Nothing much for the Old peeps. Right? Agree?

So anyway..tomorrow's already the 1st of March! Time to start counting down to my 19th Brithday. Haha.. how exciting! Till then..


Au Revior!!