11:51 pm
Monday, February 25, 2008
Appreciate that I'm there..
I just realised something.. I ACTUALLY MISS SCHOOL man! I mean seriously, I miss those days where school used to be the most important thing in our lives. Secondary school was extremely fun.. hanging out with the girls and talking non-stop about whose HOT and whose NOT. Since we were all from a Girl's school, everytime some handsome dude(s) walk into school, its like AUTOMATIC lah.. must run and go see who that "hot" fella was. If he was handsome.. we'd go "OMG he's HOT!" and if he's not, we'd be " CHEY!! Just some ugly freak.. go back to class lah." haha.. Funny shit man.

Honestly speaking, haven seen any of my ex-classmates since we graduated. Okay certain people like Mariah, Angelia, Gwen and a few more ( can't remember..) are exceptional, reason being I practically meet them almost every alternate day.
OH! And then we so called had " Class Reunion" shit a few months ago. Pfft! That went well.. hardly anyone came lah. Fine, my mistake..it shouldn't be on a Sunday. Hopefully, anyone or rather EVERYONE takes some time off to meet each other. And I don't mean like individual cliques.. as in ONE CLASS. Sec 5.2 ( 2006)

Secondary school wasn't the only time i missed ya know? My time studying at MDIS is one i'll never forget. I miss my friends from MDIS?! ITs been like a month since i met all of them. If i recall, i think i was being a rather bitch man.. the last day of exams, i just left the school without saying goodbye to everyone. I know right?! Was I even human at all? But i had my reasons lah..
And yet again, I hope to see all of them soon. Maybe chill out at our usual place, Marina Square.. paly bowling or something. Recently been in contact with Shah and Zul.. seems like they got themselves a job as well. All of us, trying to earn our keep cause we don't wanna ask our parents for anymore money.

It just totaly sucks lah..to be asking money from your parents. And they themselves cannot do anything but give us cause we're not working. I seriously can't wait to start work.. earn my first few thousands and give my parents HONG-BAO. Its the only thing i can do for now. Probably when i'm some big time manager or whatever, I'd buy them a piece of land in Korea as their retirement present. =)
Then again, if i can't support myself 100%, I might as well just get married man. Marry some rich dude.. then live life to the fullest. BUT NO KIDS! I strongly want to remain "mother-less" for quite some time. I know its like to soon to talk about it but still i have to make a clear stand here. After seeing the things around me that involve children,be it from my cousin's kids, my younger cousins, friend's kids etc.. I can only sit there and watch in Horror man.. its bloody frightening! No way.. absoloutely not!

My theory about this is, "if i can't even support and be responsible for myself, what the hell makes you think I can take care of a kid?!". Actually, I'll leave it up to GOD.
FOR NOW.. i'll just concentrate on making a name for myself and work hard to be successful. Yeap, i think that's what i'll do.

Well well.. looks like this is a real long entry. Sorrylah.. i just had to get it out of my chest. Its been bugging me for a while. I'd rather do it here then talk about it to living creeps.
I think that's it. Mom's back from work.. have to attend to her. Till then, An-nyeong!