I feel like crapp. SERIOUSLY. By far the worst day of my life.

I knew i felt something wrong or rather weird when i woke up first thing in the morning.
True enough.. something that i hoped would have never happened, DID HAPPEN.
Why me? What did i do? I'm always the one being blamed at, other people's problems becomes my problem, no matter how hard i try to avoid it.
Why should I listen to others when I know for a fact, no one listens to me? This is bloody hell too much.
She's right, FRIENDS COME AND GO. I'm gonna stand on my own two feet.

I've got a whole new mind set now. Forget about others.. and only think for myslef!
I'm gonna FOCUS more on my studies and forget abt being in relationships cause they only bring pain to both parties. I wanna make sure that I get a degree, get the right job and live life all by myself. I know i can do it!
FIGHTING!

Heart hurts right now. 10 years of Friendship GONE just like that!
Fine.. I mean what i say. I'll live with or without you.. Ur nothing now.
Someone, hand me some Asprin.