I apologize for the irregular post. These past two days have been pretty busy, after returning to school. But so far, the things I'm learning now, have been taught before. Like what the hell? Its a total waste of time to me.. haha

So guess wad? I've got another job yet again.. and it's all thanks to Shah, for persuading me to return back to Sheraton. Haha.
Drove to the hotel, on Shah's bike. It was my first time riding a bike and it was AWESOME. With the wind blowing in ur face.. damn good feeling. Eileen rode her own bike there too..
Met the Manager.. got through the interview. Then had coffee and dessert at the Hotel's Cafe before having dinner. Three of us were too pissed and hungry to wait for Gerard and Cheryl. So we started without them.

Drove to Far East to meet up with them. Me and Eileen decided to do some shopping, buying shoes and skirt for work on Monday. Well at least i got myself a pair of shoes while Eileen got both what she needed. And that alone was so tiring. Hehehe
Chilled outside Far East for a while before we parted ways. Me, Gerard and Cheryl walked all the way to PARK Hotel to get cab which took so Fucking Long.. Irritating.
Got home just before mom and dad got pissed.

Super tired. Thank God for the two days of rest. =)
Now I Lay me Down to Sleep..

So its back to school again, after a very long TWO-WEEK break.
Thank GOD for that, cause its bloody high time i did so!
Spending two weeks at home is not a good thing people. So far, all i could remember were the fights and arguments me and my mom had. See? Told u it wasn't a good thing. =)

School was great! Seeing all my classmates and what not. HOWEVER, we had to immediately start studying despite the fact that we're now in Diploma Level. Wow..
If i ever obtain a Diploma Cert. I'll be INVINCIBLE!! Hahaha.. Kidding =P
It ain't easy though, i just looked through the text that they handed out today and "SWEET JESUS".. 10 chapters but got bloody hell alot to read through.

Catherine, You can do this. You completed the first step, you can bloody hell complete the rest.
AJA FIGHTING!

Went home with Zul, Rin and Ikah..Catching up on wad we've been doing during the hols. Zul din really enjoy his holidays cause he was down with serious High fever. Poor thing!
Chilled out at Starbucks with a 'friend' before walking back home.
I was talking to Russ online and he said that i use too many "vulgar" language on my blog.
IS IT? Well i don't care.
Like i said to him, its the only place i can vent my frustrations on and express my feelings not to people but here. So who agrees? TAG pls! =)
hahaha.

Off to bed, i go!

The Rain is starting to annoy me.
Just as we were about to do some outdoor activity, the F***ing Rain came. What the hell?
When at home, sitting on our ass, doing nothing, it doesn't rain. WEATHER SUCKS TODAY!

Woke up to an empty house. Jackiee went for some school activity, i din know where the hell my parents went in the morning. So i just sat in the living room, with a cup of coffee in my hand while reading the morning papers. Wow.. many things are happening around the world for the past few days, which i was unaware of.
For those who don't read the papers, START READING THEM.. IT HELPS ALOT!

Bummed around the house.. dad and mom took their afternoon nap while i surfed the net, watching "COFFEE PRINCE", some KDrama. Love it!
Got dressed, picked Mariah from her place and went to Bedok Inter. Met Gwen and we made our way to East Coast Park.
THANKS to the rain, we were'nt able to cycle at all. In the end, we just had Burgers by the beach while chatting with each other. It was nice. haha

After that, since it was raining abit more, decided to head back home. Before that, went to Eastpoint to have our ears pierced. I'm so proud of Mariah who was brave enough to go through the whole process. I, on the other hand was abit nervous.. but it was alright. Haha.
Walked home after that. Mom and dad are still not at home.. must be on a DATE or something.
=)

OMG.. Just realise that school starts in a few days. NO MORE HOLIDAYS!! =(
I'm done now.

Oh dear.. Hahaha
The skin on my arms, neck and face are starting to peel. Its itchy and it still hurts no matter how much of moisturizer cream i put on it. Now i'm starting to regret not putting on Sun-Cream at the beach that day.

Did nothing much today. All i could remember was that i only ate and sat infront of the computer, watching Korean Series, through-out the entire day.
I'm surprised that mom has not been nagging me since i woke up this morning, WAH.. i wish this could go on..say another 5 years? hahaha Kidding.

Ok i think i'm done. Gonna put on my facial mask, watch my Korean show den drag my feet to my room to Zzzzz.. after that.

An-nyeong Hi, Chu Mu Sae Yo! ( ^ o ^ )

See? I knew this would happen?! Once we argue, it'll continue for another day or two.
WHEN WILL THIS STOP MAN!?!? Gawdd..!

Mom got more pissed when i din wake up early this morning. I mean, CUT ME SOME SLACK man! Other kids/teens can get up as and when they like and I have to go by my parents STUPID rule Book.
Rule no. 1: WAKE UP EARLY Walau.. this will not do. Its driving me insane! Serioously, i'd rather go to school EVERYDAY then stay at home with this woman. -__-

Did everything my mom ordered me to do.. Changed the bed sheets, cleaned room, wash toilet and wash the dishes. And i never complained once while doing it! So she had better not say that i din do anything in the house. After all that cleaning, asked mom whether she could "return" me my laptop cause i wanna use it.
She said can but must return to her again after i'm done.
HELLO? I'm never done using the computer..and what's the point of saying "CAN, i'll return it to you but must return back when ur done." ?? Someone please tell me what this means?

Thank the LORD almighty for making Dad have dinner with the company. He's still not back yet. Can use some peace and "NAG-FREE" from him. Actually, I wish i could get some PEACE from everyone in this house.

Stress already.. I need chocolate. =)

I thought my body aches were'nt going to be so bad today.. I WAS WRONG!
My back, arms and legs ache so much, its killing me!
Wanted to get out of the house so badly cause i couldn't stand looking at mom being so grumpy and all. Called Mariah up and asked if i could come over since i promised her two days before.
Reached her place, could see she spent most of her time painting her ENTIRE room. Looks good..now that her walls are nicely "cleaned" from all those previous vandalisms. haha

Went out again to Century Square. Bought some white paint to match with the green colour. Mariah took the liberty to buy me a cup of 'Bubble Tea'.. We din want to wait for the bus so we decided to walk back to her place. WRONG move man..haha. As we were walking, it started to rain. Lucky for Mariah, she had her jacket with a hood. -__-

Got back and started Painting the two walls. WAH.. not easy. haha.
No wonder they always say.. Leave it to the Professionals!
It takes time and patience to do this kind of thing and i'm definitely not cut out for it.
Managed to finish the first coating.. then we found out that we were out of paint to do the next coating. Pfft!
Gwen came a while later. Bummed around for a while..cleaned out some 'unwanted' stuff from Mariah's cupboard. Divided them to "SELL" and "TRASH" items..

Went home after that. Mom and dad pissed me off so much, i couldn't take it so i declared WAR. Argued back, dad threaten to "beat" me up. So i admitted DEFEAT. But its so not over.. tomorrow ROUND TWO for sure.. knowing how mom would start all this again.
I need to sleep now.. body's KILLING me.

I bid Adios.

Three grown up boys, celebrate their Birthdays today.. ALL IN ONE DAY! Wow.
So here's wishing a Happy Birthday to..
UNCLE SIDNEY who turns 86 years old
UNCLE MEL who turns 'a big'fat' 50 and
"some other dude whose name i'm not sure of..".

Afternoon was simply BORING cause the family din go out.. The weather alone was enough to put me to sleep. So i did, I took a nap the whole afternoon. I know! I'm so lazy..
Dad suggested we go out to watch RUSH HOUR 3 again.. but that 'mother of mine' just insist that we wait for the DVD to come out. Wahlau..

Dressed up and drove over to Aunty Margaret's house for the '"triple" birthday party.
Friends and family were all there. But it was so bloody embarrassing to see almost everyone dressed formally. I think i was under-dressed. But wadeva, everyone said i looked nice? Haha..
Since all the adults were outside.. most of us teenagers hung out in Daniel's room, using the com, playing the guitar and watching TV. The usual thing.

Dinner wasn't that FANTASTIC cause the food was catered.. Din eat much of it. But when i got home, i was sure i was still hungry so i made myself a midnight sandwhich. hehehe. And that alone, satisfied me. =)

Gonna watch "TWIN EFFECT" now.. Church tomorrow. DAAANNGGG!

I'm not gonna say much cause i got nothing much to say. Hehehe..
That gets to me, all the time..
I din get much sleep last night..mainly because Jackiee keeps snoring and i think to much. Yeap, that's me.. think too much means can't sleep.
So slept at 5.30 in the morning? Den got up at 10am. Jackiee was EXTREMELY late for school today. Its weird that she din "ponteng" school..normally she'll do that. Oh wait, she's got Mocks today i think? Wadeva..

Checked out some stuff on the internet today. Thinking and planning about what i'm supposed to do with my life after Diploma. This just FREAKS me out man!!
Helped mom abit with her Gardening. Nailing plants onto walls is not easy man.. haha
Couldn't stand being home, felt so stressed up.. volunteered to help mom buy some stuff at NTUC. So walked out in the rain to Eastpoint.. It was a good walk i must say.
Bought the "shit" den went home again.

Dinner was good.. fish & Chips, haven had that for so long..
Dad went out to Chevy's, Jackiee went for some party..which leaves me and mom. ALONE
Pls.. I hope the family's going out tomorrow.. I'm sick of staying at home already..

I suddenly want Bubble Tea. It makes me Happy when i drink it.. =)
Done now.

I feel like crapp. SERIOUSLY. By far the worst day of my life.

I knew i felt something wrong or rather weird when i woke up first thing in the morning.
True enough.. something that i hoped would have never happened, DID HAPPEN.
Why me? What did i do? I'm always the one being blamed at, other people's problems becomes my problem, no matter how hard i try to avoid it.
Why should I listen to others when I know for a fact, no one listens to me? This is bloody hell too much.
She's right, FRIENDS COME AND GO. I'm gonna stand on my own two feet.

I've got a whole new mind set now. Forget about others.. and only think for myslef!
I'm gonna FOCUS more on my studies and forget abt being in relationships cause they only bring pain to both parties. I wanna make sure that I get a degree, get the right job and live life all by myself. I know i can do it!
FIGHTING!

Heart hurts right now. 10 years of Friendship GONE just like that!
Fine.. I mean what i say. I'll live with or without you.. Ur nothing now.
Someone, hand me some Asprin.

We get some, we Lose Some..
So get over it!


Another day of insane BOREDOM..
I can't help but think that my body might just "SHUT DOWN" without any prior notice. This feeling is worse than becoming sick.. Oh God! I seriously need some adjustment in my life. Good riddance..
For the past few nights,while trying to sleep, I've been thinking about going back to studying Korean Language. I've got this "urge" to do so but find that i might not find the time for it. If i could, maybe I would want to study in Korea at the same time, understand more about the culture as well as my own family roots. Watching KBS on Tv, has influenced me alot man..

Well that's just a thought, it doesn't have to be a reality. haha
So as i've mentioned before, its a BORING day today.. Stomach's been upsetting me the whole afternoon. Can't do nothing much at home cause Dad happened to take half-day off from work. I stare at him, he stare at me.. *sigh

Got dressed to go to Church in the evening, being the day of Obligation.. wadeva that means?
Felt so sleepy in church, cldn't keep my eyes open. BLAME it on the Choir.. they're singing can put me to sleep, INSTANTLY! Its not a good thing people..
Went to N2 Market to have dinner @ some coffee shop. Thank God cause i was starving halfway thru mass. =P
Drove back home after buying some stuff..

Gosh.. i sure do hope Mariah and Gwen decide to go to East Coast tomorrow. I'll be glad to
get out of the house and join them. Get some fresh air at the same time.
Right.. my Chamber awaits me now.

Goodnight world!

The only thing i like about RICH people, is their money... =)

Its true isn't it? I mean don't tell me you never thought of it that way.. haha

So i finally got my results for the CS and Accounts exam.. and guess wad, I PASSED!
Yayness! I was so happy when i read the slip.. I got a 'B' for accounts and a freakin 'C' for CS.
I can't be bothered abt the grades, wad's important is that i Passed. haha

Since I turned-in quite late last night, woke up later this morning. Was quite 'Shagged' but wadeva.. i was still sleepy anyway.
So being bored as it already was, there was no work, no school.
How boring and useless can my life get? I just hope and pray that i get that waitressing job, tomorrow. I make sure i'll stay by my phone's side, till i get that important phone call. Finger's crossed people!!

Spent the whole afternoon, surfing the net, chatting with mom while she binges herself with food, flip through some book which i never bothered to open before.
Damn it!
I need the freakin money.. i need to go out! Its drving me nuts.. its like sitting at home, doing nothing but counting the days till I die or something. Serious?! No joke..

Okay.. so my head's thumping now, its probably a headache.
I'm gonna lie down now. Have an early night ya'll! Especially Mariah, if ur reading this...

Think what? In "Sunny" California is it?

Cat-Jackiee-Darren
Brothers and Sisters..
Finally.. a TOILET.



Ella Ella Ella.. EH EH EH

Feet hurts right now.. Must be all the walking i've been doing for the past few days. Today's the first and also the LAST day of "work" @ Toys R US. Decided not to continue working there because it clashes with my school time. Well,as they say..EDUCATION COMES FIRST. And i so agree with that. Haha =)

Walked around town with Mariah and Gwen. We could use the remaining time to find another JOB. haha.. walked to Far East first, Gwen got herself a number of "Sales Assistant" positions, at various clothing shops. All she has to do now is to wait for the phone call next week. Took a bus down to Orchard Point , OG.. some new Ca'fe opening soon. I think we were the first one's there and i got a feeling that we'll get that job, given the "experience" we had. Hehehe

Last pit stop was at Suntec. Applied for some Cashier position at Carrefour. God.. so many rules to follow! That guy who interviewed me wanted to hire me on the spot but i told him i'll consider. I just hope i'll get the cafe job! Ate at KFC with them.. while waiting for Van and Ross to come. So when they came, i left. Din want to accompany them to the movies cause it was getting late and i was feeling so freakin tired. so i took the train back on my own.

Ok done. I wanna watch Hikmah now. Toodles!

Cousins..

Hmmm.. Lovely =)
Address: Christian Cemetary Path 2.

Today was FUN! No doubt abt that. Went for 9.30 mass this morning..with the family including my cousin's family. Drea was suppose to attend church but the laziness got to her even before she went to bed last night. Pfft!

Had BRUNCH in church itself, after mass.. and then went to TM to walk around before heading to Chua Chu Kang cemetary. Today's all about visiting the 'dead'.. Those specific people includes, my Grandma, Uncle Apollo and Aunty Violet. Yeap, so visited all of them, said prayers and offered them fresh, gorgeous flowers.

After 1.5 hours hanging around, drove to Sungei Buloh.. its my first time there so, it was kinda interesting to final connect with "NATURE". Basically, it was a good experience.. walking along the Nature Reserve Park. Uncle Mike and his family came along as well. It was nice to see the ENTIRE family hanging out, at a different place for a change. =)

So another two hours at Sungei Buloh, drove out again to Kranji Dam. As far as i know, i was told it has some Historic past..the Japanese invading Singapore started from there. See? Educational at the same time.. haha

Got so tired after that.. everyone decided to head home. My family on the other hand spent another 30mins or so finding for a damn PETROL station. It was damn weird lah.. IN THE WHOLE OF WOODLANDS, THERE's ONLY LIKE 3 PETROL STATIONS?? Geez.. Crazy i tell you..

Had dinner at Simei and then shopped around for some stuff before heading back home. I finally got the call from Toys R Us. I start work tomorrow morning! I'm excited and nervous at the same time.. haha. Meeting Mariah tomorrow..

Kay.. more pics will be uploaded tomorrow. Haha NIGHT!

12 years old already?!Van and Mariah, the '"alien".

ONE BIG, HAPPY FAMILY...
DISASTROUS HAIR!
CANDID SHOT! =)

HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

Hello earthlings?!
So its National Day today and a Public holiday too. Woopee?! (* rolls eyes)

Celebrated Kevin's "advanced" birthday party at East Coast. So yeap, the whole family was there except for Jackiee who was missing in action because she was lucky enough to watch the 'NATIONAL DAY PARADE' live.
Bloody idiot.. why has she been so lucky these past few days? If not.. i could have gone to catch it too. Oh well..

Before going to the beach, met up with Drea at TM. She accompanied me to get something from some shop. Had Sushi while walking around and then took a cab to East coast.
So ironic for both me and Drea to think about studying at the beach together.
We both have exams/tests tomorrow and its about the same thing, BUSINESS. haha.

Couldn't start on studying so we decided to follow the others go cycling.
Me and Drea sat on twin bikes for an hour straight and our arses became so SORE. hahaa.. Damn pain.. At least we had fun? Got back to the pitt and then startes revising abit.
Drea left after dinner.
I continued studying abit.. a while later, went to view the FIREWORKS along the sea shore.
What a way to spend your holiday on the beach with ur family.. * Sighs

Packed up and went home.. all this before 9pm.
Now parents' are pissed cause Jackiee's not home yet. I knew this was gonna happen, just waiting to see when it'll start. hehe =)

Alright.. gonna start studying again. EXAM TOMORROW! nervous nervous..

When you walk away..
I count the steps that you take.




Its another ordinary day..
I feel extremely exhausted, since the time i woke up and i don't really know the reason why.
I thought that if i cleaned my room and tidy up the place, I would try not to make mom upset and grumpy. Pfft! I was wrong man. Even that doesn't work. Then what does?!

So mom didn't cook lunch, just got dressed and went out. But i don't think she was upset anymore cause her face expressions changed abit. Ooo! And she asked me if i wanted anything. That's a SIGN people.. it means the coast is clear and we can both resume to our usual thing.
Was left alone at home for a couple of hours and during that time, I managed to do some stuff on the net. Was suppose to meet the others at Downtown east but given my iresponsible self, i didn't.
Then that 'brat' came back from school and there was no more PEACE in the house. She did nothing buy kacau me and piss me off.

God.. my back hurts right now? I think i'm gonna turn in early.
Oh! Guess wad? I've not started studying for BMT and the exam is on Friday. Ain't that nice? *sigh..

Decided to update early today..
With all that tense environment, i'm facing right now, is enough to kill me already thus, I don't think i'll be able to update at the usual time.

There's this tension between my mom and the remaining 3 of us. Don't really know what's got into her. I suppose it all started yesterday, when we were at Suntec.. if that's the case, then its fucking LAME.
So now things are getting pretty much worse. Just because she's pissed with something else, my mother must take it out on me. What the Fuck?! So pissing i tell you.
Every little thing i do must come and shout at me.. Arghhh! If she's gonna start a fight later, don't worry, i'm well-prepared.
IF SHE WANTS WAR, I'LL GIVE HER WAR!

Went to school today for the exam.. it went pretty okay but i still have my doubts about the essay questions. Pfft!
What ever lah.. wad's done cannot be undone.
Wad's important is that i managed to answer every single question in that exam paper and that i did my very best. chey.. talk like pro**
The most sickening thing i see today is when candidates come in at 2.30pm instead of 2pm and when they come in late, they "magically" managed to finish their paper in 15 minutes and then leave. WOW.

OKay.. mom is approaching, i sense something wrong.
Better leave now.
As GOD is my witness..

Oh the Horror...



Today was definitely a good day. I enjoyed it very much actually..
Got up early this morning, got myself ready to go out and meet Mariah. Needless to say, just as i was gonna leave the house, Mariah texted me to say that she just woke up.
o.O What the hell?! hahah.. So DUH?! I had to wait an hour for her to get ready.
Met her on the train and headed to FORUM, TOYS 'R' US for a job interview.
I WAS HIRED on the spot. haha. yes people! I finally have a job now.. HOWEVER, i won't be able to start till next week, after my exams. Boo hoo!

Mariah and Gwen will be working there as well, which is DEFINITELY a good thing. haha
Went for another interview just opposite FORUM. I don't Mariah and Gwen would want to work there. haha! i know i won't? Oh ya.. while waiting for Gwen at FORUM, me and Mariah spotted this "HOT" Korean dude who seriously looks like some actor in "GOONG". haha.
Walked to TAKASHIMAYA to have lunch.. walked around abit before walking to CINELEISURE to catch a movie.
"ALONE" is one hell of a shocking movie.. i wldn't say its SCARY.. but definitely shocking. Funny thing that happen today was that Gwen kept closing her eyes and not know what she was watching, just because she's scared. hahaa.. weird i tell you.

Today was good, i needed it. I could have died of BOREDOM if i continued to stay ay home 5 days ina row..
I don't wish to talk about studies.. Talking about it "irks" me at the moment. ahaha =)

Hello world!
I hate saying this but.. WHY IS TODAY SO BORING? hahaha..
Infact.. this whole week has been a boring one. Can't take it.
Thank God, i've got a job interview tomorrow afternoon. At least it can help me get out of the house. =)
I must admitt, i din do any studies today and that scares the Hell Outta me cause i can't seem to remember what i studied for. Fuck man! That damn exam is in 3 days and i'm fucking not prepared for it!
Please somebody, KILL ME! I'm so not cut out for this.

Mom's been educating me about the stock market. She's been at it since last night!
Seriously.. what's the big deal? I'm not interested. haha
Maybe i'll wait till AFTER studies den get myself involved in buying shares and all that other rubbish.
My bed awaits me now..Fuck i'm so freakin tired.
More tomorrow!

I realise that my entries are a bit too long winded. Am i right to say that?
I think i've mentioned this before in my previous entries.
I'm gonna try and cut it short for the comfort of others who actually bother to read. I can't tell you how BORING today is..
I've done nothing but sit my arse infront of the laptop and continuously typing down notes for 'Fundamentals of Marketing'.
So far, only 45% of what i've been typing is in my head and the rest, down the drain. pfft!
Sickening man.

Well its off to revisions again. I said what i had to say. i take my leave now...

Its the last day for the month of july. Another brand new month begins from tomorrow onwards. How time flies.. soon, u'll wake up one day and realise its Christmas. -__-
I couldn't really sleep last night for un-known reasons. Just ket tossing and turning in bed. I think slept at 3 in the morning but woke up at 7am. Only 4 freakin hours of sleep only!

Mom's been constantly nagging/irritating me the whole mornin-afternoon. I try to ignore her whinning but i dunno why i can't seem to? Got so fucked up, i took a short nap.
Woke up again, got ready and went to eastpoint starbucks. Met up with Cheryl.
We were suppose to be studying but you know lah.. got distracted and in the end, we just chilled and talk. hahaha. who wld have thought right?

Zul came a while later..so we left Starbucks and walked back to my place. Since they couldn't come into my house, booked a study room for them to settle in while i went home again to have my dinner. Ran back there after that, seemed like they were having one hell of a good time while i was gone. hahaha.
Managed to do a little bit of studying. We got "thrown" out of the room at 10pm.
I think it was STUPID of Matt to come to my place at 10.30pm.. all the way from JB.
Din have any other place to go so we chilled out by the pool which was AWESOME! Especially when ur under the big full moon. =) Simply Beautiful..

Right. So i kicked all of them out of the condo and went back home. Tired now. REALLY tired..i need the sleep that i cldn't get last night.
Ciao now!