11:56 pm
Saturday, February 10, 2007
HELLO

Just as i thought, I did cry my eyes out, throughout last night. I just cldn't except it man.. Lots of things kept FLASHING in my mind.
The people I love, the teachers who taught me, the Friends who adviced me.
GOSH.. it was definitely a ROUGH night for me. Did i mention that i din sleep a WINK last night?
Everytime i tried closing my eyes, those Images just keep appearing.
Oklay.. Maybe i slept for like 3 hours or so.. Woke up this morning to find me pillow So WET.. WET with tears. Was still upset over the whole thing when i woke up.. Mom and Jackiee really knew when to SHUT UP this time, seeing how down i was. Mom told me that Grandma called.. Guess mom told her the story.. But Grandma said that it was okay as long as i sat for the paper, it was a great achievement. Really meh?

Since it was a Saturday, means no work. NOT! Ya so what if i din go back to the Office? I still have to go to the NEW house to CLEAN the place up man.. and that SUCKS!
Got out of the house like 10am. Me, Jackiee and Mom walked to Simei. Had breakfast at HOLA CAFE. Mmmm.. PRATA baby.. hahaha. Had a good breakfast. At that time, I was slowing returning to my old self. Thanks to my mom and sister. Alah.. I'm trying to Accept IT.. Its quite Hard u knw? So anyway, went to the house. The Workers were still fixing up things.. Its beginning to look more like a COSY home. Just the FINAL touches and it'll be COMPLETE. WE GOT our Flat TV already!! I must say, its DANDY GOOD man! The TV can swivel 180 degrees from left to right.. Its greakin nice man. Other than the TV, we also got out AIRCON, new FRIDGE and a new WASHing/ DRYing machine. Cool..

After the Worker left, me mom and Jackiee got ourselves BUSY. Cleaned almost 60% of the house.. We're feeling so TIRED now.. Plus i got my U-KNOW-WHAT.. Bad timing man. Maybe that's the reason why my EMOTIONS were like all "OVER THE PLACE". Bummer.
Okay.. wanna go off now.. Tomorrow gotta wake up early to go to CHURCH. Sheeesh* NIGHTS!