ARGHH!!
its a Fucking pissed today.. all because of one person who shall not be named due to personal reasons.. and because of this person, she/he caused a massive argument between me and my mom. Now i'm seriously thinking of slapping that person's face , left, right, front and back.
And that goes for my mother too.. who the hell she think she is? Embarrassing me.. infront of people.. telling me to shut up and all.. How the hell would she feel if i said that to her..
I wish to forget this whole scenario when i wake up tomorrow morning..
I'm just not in a good mood right now, therefore.. i can't write anything much today. I'm updating my blog and at the same time, i'm in a middle of another argument with my mother and sister. SOMEONE GET ME OUT OF THIS!! i need HELP!

Going off now. Bye

Forgot to update ystd.. wad the hell, i'm doing it now anyway. =)

Its the first day of another BRAND new week. Adults at work and kids at school..
Here i am at home, sitting on my ass infront of the computer, thinking of what to do next.
I seriously think i nned to take sleeping pills..
I haven been able to sleep peacefully since the time i moved in a week ago.
Its driving me CRAZY man! Maybe because i'm not comfortable with the fact that the house has not been BLESSED yet. ahaha.. i'm being PARANOID again. Well that's me people!
Going out later with MARIAH again. This time, to IKEA. hahaha.. prolly gonna have lunch with her there and then do some home decor shopping. =) Now that, Ladies and Gentlemen, I LIKE.. hahaha..
Alright then.. STOP now.. will be BACK later. Bye!

P.s: I still think EPIC MOVIE is the worst movie i ever watched! It totaly sucked!

Hello hello hello..

Its a Saturday today. Makes no difference to me cause everyday is like a weekend for me.
Who am i kidding man? hahaha..

As usual, DAD woke me up at 9 in the morning. It's now beginning to annoy me.
I mean c'mon man.. its a SATURDAY.. cut me some slack will ya? Arghh..
Jac left home for tuition in the morning. So I was left ALONE to clean our bedroom. Did some re-arranging here and there.. Looks pretty NEAT and ORGANISED now. Dat's because mom helped me abit.. haha =)

HELL BROKE OUT when mom and dad started arguing abt something. My goodness.. it was bloody irritating lah.. Couldn't have my lunch in PEACE.
I find Married life damn troublesome.. but that's how it is, i'm in NO position to say anything that may create more PROBLEMS. Period.

Was gonna follow mom and dad to the old house to do some cleaning but screw that thought. I'll leave them ALONE.
Me and Jackiee decided to go to TAMPINES mall and guess wad? WE FINALLY GOT OUR TICKETS TO FALLOUT BOY concert. Hahaha.. no turning back now baby! Oh! Mariah got her ticket too.. haha..
Had dinner with mom and dad at some Hawker Centre. Yummy.. CLAYPOT rice.. Scrumptous i tell you! Drove to IKEA to get some stuff.. And now here i am, back home, in my living room, with the company of my lil sister and weird father.. who is so cautious abt the time.
I shall end here now. May the FORCE be with you.. good night!

HELLO!!!

Its DEFINITELY been a while man.. GOSH! It's been so many days and i'm not sure what to write about.. Hahaha.

Okay FIRST OF ALL, I'VE FINALLY MOVED INTO MY NEW HOME! Three Cheers!

So basically, the past few days i've been pretty busy with the LAST MINUTE packing at my OLD house and the UNPACKING at my new house.
My heels are getting all cracked up cause of the amount of DUST on the floor! * Sigh* I don't wanna have my father's feet! So ugly.. Hahaha =)

Oh did i also mention that I'm NO MORE working?? YEAP.. IT'S TRUE! I've completed my assignment and my JOB is finished. Now all i have to do is hand in my TIME-SHEET back to the AGENCY. Will be meeting Andrea and Felly later.
Going to CITY HALL, where the AGENCY is and den after that, to a nearby SISTIC to get the FALL OUT BOY Concert Tickets.. It's like $75 per ticket man! I'm not sure whether 75 bucks is worth spending for a night of ENTERTAINMENT. But it's FALL OUT BOY we're talking about.. it can't be missed! Heard from Andrea that the venue's gonna be at EXPO. That's like so freakin nearby to my place.. hahaha i save money on transport.

Well.. i think that's it FOR NOW. It's like 11am and obviously nothing much to write. Haha.. shall update again tonight! Taa taa. =)

9:00 pm

Hello again. Came back from Town like 3 hours ago. Great day today, met Andrea on the Train like 2pm. Din get a chance to talk to her cause the train was packed and she was listening to her iPOD. Train reached at TANAH MERAH, a bloody group of Mats and Minah's came on board the train. I could have just jumped of the train because they were so FREAKING NOISY man! goodness.. Young secondary kids.. Terrible man.. Singing to music and talking non-stop. So TYPICAL of them. Dropped of at CITY HALL, went to the Agency but it was closed.. wad the hell man.. Wasted my time.

Walked to Raffles City, checked whether there was a SISTIC outlet there cause Andrea din think there was! Okay, so found out there was.. Saw Cherylynn and Halimah working at some boutique, selling Bags.. FREAKING EXPENSIVE man.. the cheapest item in that shop was a wooden bracelet that cost $10.50 hahaha.. they looked like they enjoyed their job. =) Decided to walk to GELARE at City Link.. bought myself a BANANA SPLIT. Yummy! I haven had that for a long time man.. but it was NICE! Also treated Andrea to her usual COOKIE DOUGH. She's a killer for that man.. hahaha. After that, went to SUNTEC, Carrefour.. bought some stuff for the new home. LONG QUEUE.. Everyone rushing to prepare for CNY..

So ya, went back to raffles City, Andrea finally bought her ticket to FALL OUT BOY CONCERT. hmm.. now she's persuading me to go... I'm just not sure! Mom called and asked me to buy food for the family.. Susah sangat this woman..
Yeapp.. done! That was my day.. and tomorrow, another day of cleaning the NEW house.. Gotta go now, Jackiee's turn to use the Lappy. NIGHTS!

HELLO

Just as i thought, I did cry my eyes out, throughout last night. I just cldn't except it man.. Lots of things kept FLASHING in my mind.
The people I love, the teachers who taught me, the Friends who adviced me.
GOSH.. it was definitely a ROUGH night for me. Did i mention that i din sleep a WINK last night?
Everytime i tried closing my eyes, those Images just keep appearing.
Oklay.. Maybe i slept for like 3 hours or so.. Woke up this morning to find me pillow So WET.. WET with tears. Was still upset over the whole thing when i woke up.. Mom and Jackiee really knew when to SHUT UP this time, seeing how down i was. Mom told me that Grandma called.. Guess mom told her the story.. But Grandma said that it was okay as long as i sat for the paper, it was a great achievement. Really meh?

Since it was a Saturday, means no work. NOT! Ya so what if i din go back to the Office? I still have to go to the NEW house to CLEAN the place up man.. and that SUCKS!
Got out of the house like 10am. Me, Jackiee and Mom walked to Simei. Had breakfast at HOLA CAFE. Mmmm.. PRATA baby.. hahaha. Had a good breakfast. At that time, I was slowing returning to my old self. Thanks to my mom and sister. Alah.. I'm trying to Accept IT.. Its quite Hard u knw? So anyway, went to the house. The Workers were still fixing up things.. Its beginning to look more like a COSY home. Just the FINAL touches and it'll be COMPLETE. WE GOT our Flat TV already!! I must say, its DANDY GOOD man! The TV can swivel 180 degrees from left to right.. Its greakin nice man. Other than the TV, we also got out AIRCON, new FRIDGE and a new WASHing/ DRYing machine. Cool..

After the Worker left, me mom and Jackiee got ourselves BUSY. Cleaned almost 60% of the house.. We're feeling so TIRED now.. Plus i got my U-KNOW-WHAT.. Bad timing man. Maybe that's the reason why my EMOTIONS were like all "OVER THE PLACE". Bummer.
Okay.. wanna go off now.. Tomorrow gotta wake up early to go to CHURCH. Sheeesh* NIGHTS!

I'm currently feeling UPSET and DISAPPOINTED in myself.
I SWEAR that I knew i could do it. Guess i got my hopes so high that i ended being disappointed and make myself feel like i'm such a FAILURE. At the begining, i thought it was okay, it may be my destiny to not go to the POLY.. but when i came back home.. could see in mom's eyes that she's not pleased eventhough she said that it was okay. ITS NOT OKAY man! With that, we argued which led me to feeling more DEPRESSED. CAN YOU PLEASE CUT ME SOME SLACK? I'M UPSET AS I ALREADY AM. DON'T MAKE THINGS WORSE FOR ME!

I was already holding back my tears when mom and me were arguing.. Until DAD called me from China. I felt so bad and ashamed that i din know wad to say to him. Instead, i jus burst out crying.. It was damn DRAMATIC, i know.. but it was REAL too! I told him i was sorry upteen times, that i din make it and that i disappointed him too much.
I was expecting a nice BIG scolding from him but it turned out that he DIDN'T! He was very encouraging to me and told me that its NOT THE END OF THE ROAD for me.. Is it? Is it really not the end? He also said that he was proud of me that i made it this far and also happy that i managed to Complete the exam. I'm not so sure about that. To me, its nothing HAPPY to talk about..

Part of me is telling me to just give up on studies. The other part of me is just GO on, PURSUE your studies.
I'm seriously not ready for any of this.. REALLY I AM.. I'm happy for all of my friends who made it.. but not happy for myself..

WHY? WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO ME?! AM I NOT WORTHY OF DOING WELL IN THIS EXAM?

I dun think i'll sleep well tonight.. too much to think. Hmmm.. i need my dad now.. he's the only one i can confide in..
I'm leaving now.. Goodnight.

P.S To my cousin Mandy, Thanks for calling me up to check on me today.. Your encouragement meant so much to me. I appreciate it alot. Love you!

HELLO..
Today, i should say that i'm feeling 'NOT' my usual self.
It's this WEIRD feeling inside me, trying to tell me something but i just DUNO WAD THAT IS! Frustrating..

Infact, work today was just too tiring man. LOTS of accounting to do! I seriously can't believe they think i'm up for this JOB. Worse part of my job is ANSWERING calls.. Bloody irritating.. All speak CHINESE. I may be able to listen and understand ABIT of mandarin but u definitely can't ask me to respond to them in that Language! Honestly.. i think i speak and listen KOREAN far better than MANDARIN. hahaha =)

Past few days has been kinda LONELY. Why i say that? cause NONE of my friends called me! Its damn sad.. i'm dissapointed.
Oh wait! There's only ONE person who i've been talking recently..
MY BEST BUDDY! MARIAH YAMAGUCHI!
hahaha.. still there for me when i needed her.
We're thinking of going out on Friday.. but where to? Think think.. TOWN?
I'll let her decide.. Ya know wad? Some of my collegues i'm a UNIVERSITY student? WTH??!!! That's pretty AMAZING.. and its the first time i'm hearing this.
hahaha.. JOKE of the month.
Maybe its because i've got the LOOKS but no BRAINS! hahaha.. I'm kidding myself. LAME -_-

Another day of work tomorrow. And it'll be the last for this week. Taking off on Fri, Sat& Sun no work. Hah.. some rest at last.. Looks like i'll have to end here now. GOODNIGHT to everyone!
Cheerio!

I din draw this.. But i just LOVE this art piece.. I'm starting to get interested in Sketching!


Hey there?!
Funny thing happened to me this morning. Ya'll might know that i NORMALY wake up like 10-11 plus on mornings when i'm off.
I TOTALY FORGOT i was on leave!!
I just blindly and Stupidly woke up at 7 AM, dragged myself out of bed to go bathe.
And when i was all dressed, i look at my watch and it says 7:50 am, 6th February 2007.
I suddenly remembered! I'm on leave!! Wad the hell lah.. I was laughing to myself after that.. Since i was WIDE AWAKE and can't go back to the bed.. I was the ONLY idiot at my dining table, reading the newspaper..mom was still sleeping -__-

Spent the rest of my morning, packing PERSONAL things into boxes..
It's confirmed! Will be moving out of Current place to NEW place on the 13th this month. It's exactly one week man! But its like " We're BARELY halfway to packing EVERYTHING.. We've yet to start packing things from downstairs!" Aiyah, I have nothing to worry. My mom has her "MAGICAL" ways of doing things when we're in a hurry =)

Afternoon, followed mom to the NEW house.
Good good, they've FINALLY started doing things to my room. So watched the men to their thing.. One of them is quite HOT actually? Young Chap..
He's inspired to become a Carpenter.
Uhh..? Not unless your making furniture for VIPs.. you'll need 100 years to name Urself as a SUCCESSFUL person..=p

Took a bus to Eastpoint. Bought myslef a couple of things from POPULAR bookshop. Also 'belanja' my sister Cheese Fries.Tau-paued for her while she was having tuition at home.. Finally RETURNED.. Met Hanna and Tash at my place.. Yeap, spent the rest of my evening on the computer. Clearing un-necessary documents in my folders and also updating my MUSIC files.

IT'S BACK TO WORK TOMORROW.. I've yet to pick something to wear to work tomorrow.. Haiya.. damn MA FAN ( troublesome..)
RESULTS out in 3 FREAKIN DAYS man!! Pls pls.. there's No turning Back now! Fingers crossed ! Taa-taa now!

Hi!

Once again, it's a Monday.. First day of a brand new week. Not to mention, a BRAND new "job". ( @ the same company lah..)

Ladies and Gentlemen.. I'm officially an ACCOUNTS ASSISTANT eventhough i SUCK in ACCOUNTS BIG TIME! Things I'm doing now are pretty much the same as before. Just that when it comes to handling money, which is kinda new, I'm the GIRL to handle the JOB. Can u believe i'm writting cheques on behalf of my GM? haha.. Pretty cool to me. Basically, alot of FILING and calculating today.. Tomorrow will be my off day AGAIN. YESSSS!! oklah.. dun wanna talk abt work anymore..

Mom says we're moving into our new place by next week! It's no wonder that boxes are lying all over the house, when i came home. This is the difficult part.. PACKING.. Mom says to get rid of things that i don't need anymore. PLS lah.. i need almost EVERYTHING from my room. Haiya..
Decisions, decisions.. Dunno lah!

Just heard over the news that RESULTS for O'S are out this coming Friday, 9th of Feb. YIKES!! So quick.. having a hard time swallowing all this.. Wonder how its gonna be.. Hmmm.. We'll leave that to Friday. HAH! which means i can take off from work again.. Yayness!

Right.. going off now. Will be back soon. I hope?!
Toodles everyone!

Okay.. I've only got les than 5 minutes to quickly update this cause my mom wants me out of her room by that time.

First and foremost.. CONGRATUALTIONS to our Singapore YOUNG LIONS ! You've definitely done us proud. My eyes were on you guys throughout the ENTIRE game. hahaha.. GOOD JOB MAN!

Okay.. Enough about that.
Woke up early today, ghad breakfast with mom and got ready to go to church. Ok ok.. so we were late for a little while. The place was PACKED man! After mass met jackiee at the lobby. Wanted to go straight go to Granny's house but this Jackiee left her's and mom's EZ-LINK cards at home. PLUS she wanted to change out of her TIGHT clothes. hehehe=)
Went home den mom and jackiee started arguing for dunno wad reason. It's been like this since 2 days ago.. I'm getting tired of it already. haha

Left the house and waited for the bus. Mom den decided to take a cab there, since she said it was almost the same price, if the three of us took the bus. ahaha..
oklah so took cabby to Marine Terrace.
Had lunch at some coffee shop. Dad said that the MEE-POK there is the BEST.. thank goodness i still know where that place is.. heh =)

Reached Granny's place.. usual ppl were there. Cousin, MARC still as irritating as EVER! Kept Jackiee accompanied while she did her art Homework.. it was so cool to see her painting that me and MARC decided to join her.
I'm quite amazed at how creative i can be when it comes to drawing pictures with only BLACK PAINT. It's like CALLIGRAPHY.. really cool. haha.. and its also RELAXING. I'M SERIOUS!
Had pizza for dinner. Den quickly settled down to watch the Football Game. I must say, so few Singaporean's went to Bangkok to support Singapore. REALLY FEW of them.

Yup so that's my day so far. I'm so NERVOUS for tomorrow man...
Everything will be new to me at work! Ahhh!! PANIC ATTACK.
Breathe breathe.. haha..
Catch you guys again tomorrow.
BOOYA!

Got no where to go.. no where to run..



BON' VOYAGE RUTH!

It's sad to see someone whom you know for quite sometime, leave for a place Much Much Much far away from you. Well.. i guess we really have to accept it.
There's this saying and i just told my buddies at the airport just now.
"YOU GET SOME, YOU LOSE SOME.."
And its so bloody TRUE! you can't have EVERYTHING at the palm of your hands.. (chey.. i'm saying this like as if i'm a pro!)

Finished work REALLY early today, they gave me Half-Day off but i've got to be more FOCUSED on monday cause i'm taking over the Admin Department! Which means a new, PRIVATE place with a bigger chair.. haha =) i hope wadeva NOTES i took down today would be of useful to me.. if not, DIE man! I'm feeling all nervous again.

Left the place during the afternoon.. was gonna go out to Parkway to meet Andrea but change of plans.. She already had her PRECIOUS hair cut so for wad i follow? Anyway.. met mom at Eastpoint and had lunch with her. Straight walked to Meville to check out the new place. Things seem pretty nice, looks like everything's in order but they have not started doing things in my room yet! Since everything is going on smoothly, walked back to CURRENT place.

Chilled for a while, then left home for the airport..took a bus there =( [ i'm trying to save money!] Reached there, was surprised to see RASALIND working at the airport. Some Customer Service thingy for LIMO taxis.. Gosh looks like she put on weight! ( i speak mymind people..) Met Felly, Drea and Wesley at BK.. they ate while i watched them eating. Finally went up to departure hall.. Looked like we were the last to come. EVERYONE was there.. i think? Well, at least the people who were close to RUTH.. Family and friends were all there..

Felly, me , Drea and WESLEY the freak, just couldn't stop laughing while the others just kept crying.. I feel damn embarassed lah. haha.. Oklah, so we said our goodbye's and all.. wished her BON VOYAGE! ya so after that, left jackiee at the airport and came home first.. Yup, so that's my day! Its SAD, FUNNY and TIRING.. I'm off now, goodnight!

Catherine NO-KNEES ( ^ o ^ )

I find this interesting..1 Piece goes in and shreds come out!


What a day man!
Feeling nothing but TIRED... Worked a little over time today.
Don't understand why SHE likes giving me things to do at the very last minute when she could have done so during the time when i had nothing to do! Arghh..

Did new things as well.. For example, how to use the FAX machine and the paper shredder. Kena MULTIPLE paper cuts bacause of that.. haha =) I became so worried when they told me to do something which relates to ACCOUNTS.. I SUCK in that subject!! But its worth trying and learning it all over again right?

Dad's finally gone. Mom decided not to cook, so we "Tau-paued" food home.. Not bad lah..

Watching PRISON BREAK now.. very exciting.. getting all worked up for no reason. Shall stop here now. TOODLES!

P.S
RUTH's LEAVING TOMORROW!! ITs way to fast.. can't accept it.
U'll BE DEARLY MISSED RUTH!! =)